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Hello everyone.
I left like less than a week ago but then decided to come back.
Not because I wanted to but because apparently I am an actual trucel IRL (like legit 2/10 subhuman extremely unnatractive ogre).
Legit my only cope is height I am 6'3" so when I say ogre I mean ogre.
But over the last few days I realized I have 0 family, 0 IRL friends, not even a purpose in life, I'm poor, and horrible recessed genetics.
As a result I became extremely depressed, suicidal in fact over how lonely and shitty my life has become. Also I have horrible cystic acne (even after 1 run of accutane, I will be doing another one here shortly). And in the mean time that's prevented me from hitting the gym because I look disgusting.
But I will be implementing some life changing discipline here shortly to save myself.
For starters I will start taking stupid amounts of supplements (Vitamin D3+K2+Ashwagandha+OptiZinc+L-Theanine) to help keep my mindstate as normal as it can be, as well as cutting carbs as much as I can from my diet.
I will also be meditating just 5 minutes a day to start and I will increase the time as I continue through it. I am mainly doing this to cortisol min as a lot of religious freaks claim it genuinely calms them down.
I have tried to do NoFap I literally cannot. I need to get into a cycle of being disciplined then I think I will be able to do NoFap more easily. Essentially I have been relying on nofap to give me motivation to get shit done, but when I fail nofap I can't do shit. But instead of relying on being motivated, I will work on my discipline, which is doing what you need to do rather than what you want to do. This way I can get shit done without feeling motivated to do it, I just do it out of habit and the necessary need to do so.
Hopefully I am welcomed back into this forum, it is my only social interaction since I am a legit trucel and I will stay here until I get surgeries and can live a normal life. Until then will healthmaxx and die trying to become Chad.
Thank you for reading my rant.
I left like less than a week ago but then decided to come back.
Not because I wanted to but because apparently I am an actual trucel IRL (like legit 2/10 subhuman extremely unnatractive ogre).
Legit my only cope is height I am 6'3" so when I say ogre I mean ogre.
But over the last few days I realized I have 0 family, 0 IRL friends, not even a purpose in life, I'm poor, and horrible recessed genetics.
As a result I became extremely depressed, suicidal in fact over how lonely and shitty my life has become. Also I have horrible cystic acne (even after 1 run of accutane, I will be doing another one here shortly). And in the mean time that's prevented me from hitting the gym because I look disgusting.
But I will be implementing some life changing discipline here shortly to save myself.
For starters I will start taking stupid amounts of supplements (Vitamin D3+K2+Ashwagandha+OptiZinc+L-Theanine) to help keep my mindstate as normal as it can be, as well as cutting carbs as much as I can from my diet.
I will also be meditating just 5 minutes a day to start and I will increase the time as I continue through it. I am mainly doing this to cortisol min as a lot of religious freaks claim it genuinely calms them down.
I have tried to do NoFap I literally cannot. I need to get into a cycle of being disciplined then I think I will be able to do NoFap more easily. Essentially I have been relying on nofap to give me motivation to get shit done, but when I fail nofap I can't do shit. But instead of relying on being motivated, I will work on my discipline, which is doing what you need to do rather than what you want to do. This way I can get shit done without feeling motivated to do it, I just do it out of habit and the necessary need to do so.
Hopefully I am welcomed back into this forum, it is my only social interaction since I am a legit trucel and I will stay here until I get surgeries and can live a normal life. Until then will healthmaxx and die trying to become Chad.
Thank you for reading my rant.