ivan.kuk
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I think I simply lost neurons from aging, and kratom, mdma, speed that I used 2 years ago. Didn't even abuse that much. They say the brain is plastic, but idk. Life isn't exciting anymore. Goals that gave me dopamine before, now do not. My lifestyle is good. Can't complain too much. I've been in worse states back in the past when I had dopamine to improve myself.
Now?..
Nothing.
I've tried dopamine detox, slaying, healthy diet, nofap, excercise.. All temporary copes.
I'm not suicidal, but I can't see the point in living like this for the next 50 years. The only explanation I see is that my brain simply lost the ability to be motivated by normal things that people want to get up in the morning for.
Life is a big joke. And it's not even funny.
Now?..
Nothing.
I've tried dopamine detox, slaying, healthy diet, nofap, excercise.. All temporary copes.
I'm not suicidal, but I can't see the point in living like this for the next 50 years. The only explanation I see is that my brain simply lost the ability to be motivated by normal things that people want to get up in the morning for.
Life is a big joke. And it's not even funny.