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I'm currently posting this at 1 am so I'm really sleepy but I'm flooded with thoughts.. I wish I never knew the blackpill it's really an incel thing man i was never even supposed to be prone to this shit, it made me so much to lack hygiene and care, I don't even look that bad according to many, I was pushed into victim mentality I just want to be happy, to go on my days again without thinking about all this shit, maybe it's just schizo rambling, but I really don't want any hate.. I genuinely write this while having a chat with chat gpt.. that's how onely I am.. to be this awake at this hour.. I sometimes think what would happen if I would never found out about it.. how normal I would act and how normal I would think.. to be genuinely happy without worrying.. that's the end of the thread I want mumblr too much

Dnr+swallow the bp