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[e1488shciozl]

"Getting older" is the biggest blackpill.

And no — I’m not talking about wrinkles or hair loss.

I’m talking about life slipping into a loop:
Wake up.
Work.
Sleep.
Repeat.

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Physically?
I’m in the best shape of my life.
Very GL
Gymmaxxed
Tanned
Lean
Healthy af

People literally say I look younger now than I did at 18.
And they’re not wrong.

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But here’s the twist:
Back then, life felt alive.
Every day had potential.
Spontaneous nights out.
New people.
New feelings.

Even cramming for exams felt like you were part of something.

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Now?
It’s MS Teams and fake enthusiasm. Daily.


No idiot.
I was alone.
Overthinking my entire existence again.
Feeling nostalgic as hell.

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No one talks about the existential horror of doing everything right...
...and still feeling empty.


It’s like you're living on autopilot.
Watching your life instead of living it.

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Aging isn’t about becoming worse.
It’s about realizing how full life once was —

Before it got replaced with:
Planners
KPIs
LinkedIn-smiles

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You don’t fall apart.
You just burn out.
Slowly. Quietly.

While looking the best you ever have.

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That’s the real blackpill.

Spoiler: Escaping the loop

Everyone talks about looksmaxxing.
And yeah — looking great feels good.
But at some point, you realize:

The real battle is internal.


You can be in top shape, low bodyfat, tanned, perfect everything —
…and still feel like you're watching your own life from the outside.


The fix?
Not another dopamine hit.
Not another self-help podcast.
Not another 3-hour leg day.

It’s simple:
Start living in the present again.


Not "mindfulness" in a cringe influencer way.
I mean actually feeling life again.

Walking without your phone.
Thinking without distracting yourself.
Looking people in the eyes when you talk.


Real glow up = when you stop chasing the next thing
and start noticing the moment you're in.

• Enjoy your coffee instead of inhaling it
• Call a friend just to talk, not to vent
• Touch grass, literally
• Just shower mindfully
• Let boredom hit — and stay

You don’t need to move to Bali.
You don’t need to quit your job. Nevertheless I did jfl.
You just need to slow down enough to actually exist.


The most attractive energy is presence.
The most underrated flex is peace.

When you walk into a room and people can feel that you’re there —
grounded, not desperate for distraction —
you’ve already won.


Yes, the system sucks.
Yes, aging hits different.
Yes, the loop is real.

But the way out isn’t more grinding —
it’s waking up inside it.

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The real lifemax is mental.
And it starts with one breath,
right now.

Live like togi

 

[lurking truecel]

Blackpill is about genes and unfairness, not getting older you fucking moron

 

[e1488shciozl]

Blackpill is about genes and unfairness, not getting older you fucking moron

He was speaking about the blacklill of adulthood. "The radical truth"

 

[lurking truecel]

He was speaking about the blacklill of adulthood. "The radical truth"

NAh he wasnt and thats why he removed the post