Depersonalization and the human condition

[BR32]

Do you guys ever just feel totally depersonalized?

Sometimes (fairly regularly) I'll just get to a headspace where nothing feels real.

I'm a biochem student and I've done an extremely extensive amount of personal research along with working at a lab at a T5 university.

I say this not to flex but to add context to my situation,

Learning so much science has really changed how I think .

I think in a systems oriented way, everything is a system, everything can be examined mechanically,

When you combine this with BP/Looksmaxxing everything snowballs.

I've been thinking a lot about the advancement of humanity and our rise to becoming dominant species on the planet.

We should not be this smart it's an evolutionary miracle.

We are just like any other animal but we pretend we aren't

We have built these artificial social structures

We fail too cooperate as a species, instead we hate one another

We subscribe to beauty standards that are unrealistic but are somethign to shoot for.

All of this to say I have no idea what I want other than wanting to mog.