Depressed all the time

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Suffering from isolation for a long time. I have a chance to escape now that I got my license, but I don’t know if I’ll take it. I feel like I’m permanently ruined in some way.

Just gonna listen to some Opeth, eat food and numb the pain a bit.
 
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Suffering from isolation for a long time. I have a chance to escape now that I got my license, but I don’t know if I’ll take it. I feel like I’m permanently ruined in some way.

Just gonna listen to some Opeth, eat food and numb the pain a bit.
opeth is based, but lowkey just chill with ur homies

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Fellow opethian 🫡



Chill with some good food and just jam to some Opeth 🔥
 
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Suffering from isolation for a long time. I have a chance to escape now that I got my license, but I don’t know if I’ll take it. I feel like I’m permanently ruined in some way.

Just gonna listen to some Opeth, eat food and numb the pain a bit.
move to a religious area, start taking pregab and start roiding, and if you have potential to be atleast mtn do what you can to reach it
 
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opeth is based, but lowkey just chill with ur homies

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They don’t call anymore since they in college.

This would be normal for me if I were in college too and making new friends, but I’m taking a gap year.

Also, I don’t just feel isolated. I have been physically isolated for years now, living in the middle of nowhere and being homeschooled.
 
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my life since post lockdown tbh
 
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I feel you man...

I mostly cope by playing Vidya or weed.
 
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I'm isolated too. I'm extremely mentally ill
 
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I feel you man...

I mostly cope by playing Vidya or weed.
The problem is my parents telling me that I’m ungrateful for reacting in a completely normal way. I’m not naturally an introvert, I can’t stand living in the middle of nowhere.

However, living like this for so long has made me pretty introverted and killed my sociability.
 
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I'm isolated too. I'm extremely mentally ill
Yeah. I think I’m either emotionally numb or depressed like 95% of the time.

You know the vibe.
 
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I would give my left nut to be a "23-year-old loner".
 
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Muh pity me, stfu and take some amphetamines and you’re good to go!
 
Isolation is the story of creation,
inceldom is the foundations of the future generations,
foids are whores and temptations,
rise to the top as an incel, congratulations.

INCEL GOOD INCEL TRUTH INCEL PROOF INCEL MOOD

WHAT DO I HAVE THAT TYRONE DOESNT HAVE?
MY INCEL HONOR

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TYRONE WONT STAND IN MY WAY!
I WILL ADAPT, PERSERVERE AND OVERCOME


1 bullet is all it takes for the competition to be reduced.
 
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Suffering from isolation for a long time. I have a chance to escape now that I got my license, but I don’t know if I’ll take it. I feel like I’m permanently ruined in some way.

Just gonna listen to some Opeth, eat food and numb the pain a bit.
Go and pray to god he will comfort you. I did and that’s why I’m religious now I let all my inner pain out to him in my lowest and he was there for me

I still have depression due to my life being shit but I am not dead (I was gonna rope)
 
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Suffering from isolation for a long time. I have a chance to escape now that I got my license, but I don’t know if I’ll take it. I feel like I’m permanently ruined in some way.

Just gonna listen to some Opeth, eat food and numb the pain a bit.
yea youre permanently ruined dw i would know its like this forever now
 
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When was the last time someone other than your family called your phone
 
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When was the last time someone other than your family called your phone
They never call me, I have to call them first. We were really good friends, too, but anyone will get tired of a guy who hasn’t been around in years and has gotten worse after living through hell.
 
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Also I think most of it is low self esteem and lack of self care/ social isolation.
 
They never call me, I have to call them first. We were really good friends, too, but anyone will get tired of a guy who hasn’t been around in years and has gotten worse after living through hell.
Yh it's like that as man people only talk to you to get something out of you it's over after the age 21
 
The problem is my parents telling me that I’m ungrateful for reacting in a completely normal way. I’m not naturally an introvert, I can’t stand living in the middle of nowhere.

However, living like this for so long has made me pretty introverted and killed my sociability.
It doesn't help that most people are jerk offs now. Boomers were surrounded by congenial company. That made all the difference in the world.
 
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What a fucking loser
Your conscious thoughts are literally in your control :feelshaha:
 
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You saw the reference
Yes, I wanted to tag him even. Mirin. I was also going to reference a song but it's not your kinda music, but the lyric goes like "Chewing wildflowers to numb the pain," so I wanted to say "chew wildflowers."
 
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It ain't that deep
Your entire life could be a simulation

Being "depressed" is literally just deeping unnecessary stuff which don't matter at all. And there's no excuse for it. Those thoughts are in the conscious part of your mind, so if you can't control that, you're a loser
 
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It ain't that deep
Your entire life could be a simulation

Being "depressed" is literally just deeping unnecessary stuff which don't matter at all. And there's no excuse for it. Those thoughts are in the conscious part of your mind, so if you can't control that, you're a loser
If you’re gonna keep calling me a loser, at least give some genuine, useful advice.
 
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If you’re gonna keep calling me a loser, at least give some genuine, useful advice.
The last part wasn't aimed directly at you, but in general

Idk, you need some self enlightenment. I used to be similar but realised it's just dumb. Idk, maybe get into absurdism or something, but I don't follow any philosophical idea
 
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Smoke a j from time to time, dont make it too regular

It will be ok pumpkin
 
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Smoke a j from time to time, dont make it too regular

It will be ok pumpkin
Drugs probably wouldn’t hurt atp

But yeah I gotta be careful not to blow my money
 
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Drugs probably wouldn’t hurt atp

But yeah I gotta be careful not to blow my money
If youre addictive fuck that.

When i get paid im buying a dj kit for distraction
 
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Precious souls like you should never be forced to feel like this !
 
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Precious souls like you should never be forced to feel like this !
I’d feel 50% better if a Foid sucked my penis

However, +50% of 1% is only 1.5% happy : /
 
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I'm still living in quarantine...:whatfeels:
 
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