Depressing details

[Lonenely sigma]

They say the devil is hiding in the details and thats quite true.

This is one of the places where my fucked up brain wirings ruin my life more than it has to be ruined.

Why didn't that person sit next to me in the bus? Perhaps there was a free seat behind me?

I don't remember there was one, though; they all seemed occupied. Perhaps the person that sat behind me left the bus? I don't remember seeing them on the previous stop, though.

What kind of a shirt were they wearing? Perhaps a black one? I do remember seeing a person with a black shirt getting off at the previous stop...

While, in reality, they simply didn't want to sit next to me because I am too ugly. This is something most people wouldn't even think about, and yet its enough to completely ruin my day.

 

[Sceptical]

While, in reality, they simply didn't want to sit next to me because I am too ugly.

They just want Chad

 

[Darkeningstar]

Focusing on details is really useless

 

[Lonenely sigma]

They just want Chad
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How can you even cope, man... this world is a cruel joke. Where would I be now, with everything left the same but with a good looking face? Only god knows

Focusing on details is really useless

I guess it is but I just notice them, you can't unnotice stuff. This is really a side-effect of learning about looks and stuff. These thoughts wouldn't even cross my mind 8 years ago

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

'Stacy and Chad' is a childish mentality. When you all get older, you'll get it. However, Becky is eternity. She will always get the leftovers regardless of age.

 

[It'snotover]

3 years have passed and we still waiting for that username-o plasty

 

[DR. NICKGA]

Lonenely sigma

 

[Lonenely sigma]

'Stacy and Chad' is a childish mentality. When you all get older, you'll get it. However, Becky is eternity. She will always get the leftovers regardless of age.

I don't believe its a childish mentality. I also don't believe there's much room for any sort of change to occur in my life, through which I could see how I was wrong in my teen years.

People just accept their lot after a while, women settle, most men become betabuxxers. In reality, though, the struggle between people that you see in high school just continues through your adult life, just in a more subtle way.

 

[albanianblackguy]

I don't believe its a childish mentality. I also don't believe there's much room for any sort of change to occur in my life, through which I could see how I was wrong in my teen years.

People just accept their lot after a while, women settle, most men become betabuxxers. In reality, though, the struggle between people that you see in high school just continues through your adult life, just in a more subtle way.

its better being a blackpilled incel than a betabuxxer imo, most people have shit lives and the only ones that dont suffer are chads and few people that are content with reality and embrace it

 

[Lonenely sigma]

its better being a blackpilled incel than a betabuxxer imo, most people have shit lives and the only ones that dont suffer are chads and few people that are content with reality and embrace it

Idk how long I can go like this. Now that my computer doesn't work anymore I literally have nothing left to do. Can't even escape from the reality any longer using my favorite escapism

 

[albanianblackguy]

Idk how long I can go like this. Now that my computer doesn't work anymore I literally have nothing left to do. Can't even escape from the reality any longer using my favorite escapism

you still have an immense amount of hope, u constantly seeking IOIs just proves this, sorry to tell u but those IOIs aren't going to appear out of nowhere and the sooner u accept it the better, u constantly overdosing on blackpill and lookspill will just bring you more suffering unless u just give up, just accept main character life has never been in the "god's plan" for you and cope with other stuff, this endless seek for validation brings you nowhere and will eventually make you schizophrenic

 

[Lonenely sigma]

you still have an immense amount of hope, u constantly seeking IOIs just proves this, sorry to tell u but those IOIs aren't going to appear out of nowhere and the sooner u accept it the better, u constantly overdosing on blackpill and lookspill will just bring you more suffering unless u just give up, just accept main character life has never been in the "god's plan" for you and cope with other stuff, this endless seek for validation brings you nowhere and will eventually make you schizophrenic

What should I live for then? There's no point.

I just want to be popular among men and loved by women. I just want to love my own reflection. Thats the point of life, really. Life's about mogging, being popular, loved etc etc etc...

Without that there really is no point. I just can't see what you want me to do after "accepting" this fact. Sure, I accept the fact my life is utterly meaningless and pointless, but what exactly is the goal here? I don't plan to rope for a few more years at least, but since there's not an exit, I will certainly end up in a fucked up situation, and there's nothing I can do about it.

 

[trench]

Life's about mogging, being popular, loved etc etc etc...

wrong, more to life than "mogging" other niggas

 

[albanianblackguy]

What should I live for then? There's no point.

I just want to be popular among men and loved by women. I just want to love my own reflection. Thats the point of life, really. Life's about mogging, being popular, loved etc etc etc...

Without that there really is no point. I just can't see what you want me to do after "accepting" this fact. Sure, I accept the fact my life is utterly meaningless and pointless, but what exactly is the goal here? I don't plan to rope for a few more years at least, but since there's not an exit, I will certainly end up in a fucked up situation, and there's nothing I can do about it.

okay mr prophet himself, you answered the question no philosopher was ever able to answer clearly, will u also tell everyone what afterlife is about and if it is also a mogging competition, there is no fckn clear point that is about our society in any specific way, we are just simple animal ants and there is no real "point" in life especially in todays society, yes being unattractive fucking sucks but thinking about this every second of the day does not help at all, just ignoring it and living in ignorance will 100% make ur life feel less shit, find a goddamn hobby except jerking off and playing games, go out in nature, watch tv shows, jerk off when u feel horny, yes it will always be shit but it will be torture if u continue constantly overdosing urself with shit

 

[trench]

okay mr prophet himself, you answered the question no philosopher was ever able to answer clearly, will u also tell everyone what afterlife is about and if it is also a mogging competition, there is no fckn clear point that is about our society in any specific way, we are just simple animal ants and there is no real "point" in life especially in todays society, yes being unattractive fucking sucks but thinking about this every second of the day does not help at all, just ignoring it and living in ignorance will 100% make ur life feel less shit, find a goddamn hobby except jerking off and playing games, go out in nature, watch tv shows, jerk off when u feel horny, yes it will always be shit but it will be torture if u continue constantly overdosing urself with shit

^

constantly bp overdosing isnt gonna get you anywhere, you are gonna keep being miserable, find a hobby cope with something that distracts you from your looks, its not about 'mogging" people life doesnt have a specific meaning, live with what ur given crying about being ugly and rotting at home wont do any good

you are crying about you being ugly yet you saw my face, im not attractive myself and no better than you, i just dont overdose on psl autism and find cope/do something else instead of stressing about something i cant change

now rejoin the server like a good boy

Idk how long I can go like this. Now that my computer doesn't work anymore I literally have nothing left to do. Can't even escape from the reality any longer using my favorite escapism

 

[Lonenely sigma]

wrong, more to life than "mogging" other niggas

Sure, life's also about having a girl who loves you, about having friends in general, about going out with them and having good time together etc.

But none of this can happen if you aren't good looking to begin with. That box HAS to be checked first. If I can't have the looks I don't want anything at all. Since I can't have a good life, I choose to have the worst fucking life possible, just to protest against the universe or god, whichever it was that gave me this shitty life.

okay mr prophet himself, you answered the question no philosopher was ever able to answer clearly, will u also tell everyone what afterlife is about and if it is also a mogging competition, there is no fckn clear point that is about our society in any specific way, we are just simple animal ants and there is no real "point" in life especially in todays society, yes being unattractive fucking sucks but thinking about this every second of the day does not help at all, just ignoring it and living in ignorance will 100% make ur life feel less shit, find a goddamn hobby except jerking off and playing games, go out in nature, watch tv shows, jerk off when u feel horny, yes it will always be shit but it will be torture if u continue constantly overdosing urself with shit

Just ignore all your problems, bro!

Can't believe you said that unironically.

Should I starving kid also ignore the fact it has no food or water? I am not comparing myself to such a poor kid, but since you said being unattractive pretty much fucks everything through and through, how can you say something like "just ignore it" without bursting into laughter?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

^

constantly bp overdosing isnt gonna get you anywhere, you are gonna keep being miserable, find a hobby cope with something that distracts you from your looks, its not about 'mogging" people life doesnt have a specific meaning, live with what ur given crying about being ugly and rotting at home wont do any good

now rejoin the server like a good boy

I don't want to "accept my lot". If there's a god and he decides to punish me for being a miserable loser, thats on him since I never chose this fate to begin with.

In my eyes I have the green life to be a lazy fuck and LDAR at home while genetically superior specimen uphold the society. People like me simply don't belong in... any society, really.

 

[Underdog9494]

They say the devil is hiding in the details and thats quite true.

This is one of the places where my fucked up brain wirings ruin my life more than it has to be ruined.

Why didn't that person sit next to me in the bus? Perhaps there was a free seat behind me?

I don't remember there was one, though; they all seemed occupied. Perhaps the person that sat behind me left the bus? I don't remember seeing them on the previous stop, though.

What kind of a shirt were they wearing? Perhaps a black one? I do remember seeing a person with a black shirt getting off at the previous stop...

While, in reality, they simply didn't want to sit next to me because I am too ugly. This is something most people wouldn't even think about, and yet its enough to completely ruin my day.

I dont want anyone to sit next to me im antisocial

 

[albanianblackguy]

Sure, life's also about having a girl who loves you, about having friends in general, about going out with them and having good time together etc.

But none of this can happen if you aren't good looking to begin with. That box HAS to be checked first. If I can't have the looks I don't want anything at all. Since I can't have a good life, I choose to have the worst fucking life possible, just to protest against the universe or god, whichever it was that gave me this shitty life.

Just ignore all your problems, bro!

Can't believe you said that unironically.

Should I starving kid also ignore the fact it has no food or water? I am not comparing myself to such a poor kid, but since you said being unattractive pretty much fucks everything through and through, how can you say something like "just ignore it" without bursting into laughter?

such a fckn cope and proof that u have been feminized to oblivion, real friends can be made even if u arent gl

u are protesting against world or god or whatever the fuck, so? who gives a fuck really lmao nobody fckn cares except you making ur life miserable more than it should be

the thing is the kid actually cant do any of the copes/hobbies i mentioned, but u can, if u actually decide to go ur own way and find a goddamn hobby or something that u actually enjoy guess what? u can actually fucking do it, because being attractive is not a requirement for that, the only reason ur suboptimal looks torment u the whole time is because u still fuckin think something is going to chance, just move on ffs hobbies can be done without being a mogger

 

[Underdog9494]

While, in reality, they simply didn't want to sit next to me because I am too ugly. This is something most people wouldn't even think about, and yet its enough to completely ruin my day.

I only sit in a way that nobody sits next to me, if a seat like that isnt available i just stand up.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

such a fckn cope and proof that u have been feminized to oblivion, real friends can be made even if u arent gl

u are protesting against world or god or whatever the fuck, so? who gives a fuck really lmao nobody fckn cares except you making ur life miserable more than it should be

the thing is the kid actually cant do any of the copes/hobbies i mentioned, but u can, if u actually decide to go ur own way and find a goddamn hobby or something that u actually enjoy guess what? u can actually fucking do it, because being attractive is not a requirement for that, the only reason ur suboptimal looks torment u the whole time is because u still fuckin think something is going to chance, just move on ffs hobbies can be done without being a mogger

No hobbies for your face. Life's about having a good face.

And this is the only thing I have in my mind, almost on a loop. This is why even if I got a muh friend I wouldn't really be that fun to be around.

I lost all my friends over the years for various reasons, one of the main ones being talking about the reality of life, which made me look like a boring depressed cunt. Still, I can't talk about anything since I don't care about anything, and neither would you if the looks checkbox wasn't checked in your case.

 

[trench]

Sure, life's also about having a girl who loves you, about having friends in general, about going out with them and having good time together etc.

But none of this can happen if you aren't good looking to begin with. That box HAS to be checked first. If I can't have the looks I don't want anything at all. Since I can't have a good life, I choose to have the worst fucking life possible, just to protest against the universe or god, whichever it was that gave me this shitty life.

literally all of this can happen even if you are ugly

you are speaking and acting like you are deformed

are you attractive ? no, neither am i...so ?

you are crying about you being ugly yet you saw my face, im not attractive myself and no better than you, i just dont overdose on psl autism and find cope/do something else instead of stressing about something i cant change

sitting at home bitching about it all day isnt doing anything but ruin your mental state even more overtime

you dont have to be giga attractive to have friends in general and go out w them like you said, how many people do you know that are ugly and have friends and go out ? what % of people in our city would you consider "attractive" ? most of them are ugly yet they have friends, they go out, they have a social life and some of them even have girlfriends and ur refusing to accept this, you say you are looking for validation yet you are running from it at the same time

only people that end up as social rejects are deformed people, you are not nearly as ugly as people that end up as social rejects with no friends and nothing going for them, and in most of the cases the same niggas arent even deformed or THAT ugly, they just did it to themselves by (in your case) overdosing on blackpill autism

 

[Lonenely sigma]

literally all of this can happen even if you are ugly

you are speaking and acting like you are deformed

are you attractive ? no, neither am i...so ?


sitting at home bitching about it all day isnt doing anything but ruin your mental state even more overtime

you dont have to be giga attractive to have friends in general and go out w them like you said, how many people do you know that are ugly and have friends and go out ? what % of people in our city would you consider "attractive" ? most of them are ugly yet they have friends, they go out, they have a social life and some of them even have girlfriends and ur refusing to accept this, you say you are looking for validation yet you are running from it at the same time

only people that end up as social rejects are deformed people, you are not nearly as ugly as people that end up as social rejects with no friends and nothing going for them, and in most of the cases the same niggas arent even deformed or THAT ugly, they just did it to themselves by (in your case) overdosing on blackpill autism

Read it all but I just don't agree. You are just missing the point.

Having friends, a girlfriend or whatever isn't what I directly want. Those things should happen naturally by having good looks.

I want looks, looks and only looks. If I had looks all my problems in life would go away, I'd be confident, I'd eventually become rich, I'd have friends, I'd have a girl and, eventually, kids with her.

If I can't have the looks I don't want any of that since I'd get an ugly version of all that. I'd be just one of the guys in a friend group, not the main one; I'd be just a replacable wage slave, not her actual choice. I can't be confident, since I don't have the credentials.

 

[albanianblackguy]

lonenely doxxed @trench

 

[trench]

Read it all but I just don't agree. You are just missing the point.

Having friends, a girlfriend or whatever isn't what I directly want. Those things should happen naturally by having good looks.

I want looks, looks and only looks. If I had looks all my problems in life would go away, I'd be confident, I'd eventually become rich, I'd have friends, I'd have a girl and, eventually, kids with her.

If I can't have the looks I don't want any of that since I'd get an ugly version of all that. I'd be just one of the guys in a friend group, not the main one; I'd be just a replacable wage slave, not her actual choice. I can't be confident, since I don't have the credentials.

you are the one thats missing my point, whatever me and @albanianblackguy say, you just reply with "no *insert whatever we said* for my face" "im ugly"

Having friends, a girlfriend or whatever isn't what I directly want. Those things should happen naturally by having good looks.

I want looks, looks and only looks. If I had looks all my problems in life would go away, I'd be confident, I'd eventually become rich, I'd have friends, I'd have a girl and, eventually, kids with her.

you are contradicting yourself, you want "looks looks and only looks" because looks will get you friend and a girlfriend

Spoiler: .

i replied to this in my previous answer, you dont have to be GL to have friends or have a girlfriend

you dont want looks you want the benefit that comes with it (friends etc), you can also be rich and be ugly, water . (since u mentioned being rich)

If I can't have the looks I don't want any of that since I'd get an ugly version of all that.

sure, you will get an "ugly" version of all of this (uglier friends, uglier girlfriend) but that doesnt mean anything, its a situation that was given to you and you dont have a say in it, you can bitch about being ugly, protest life or whatever you are doing but its still gonna be the same and at the end of the day ur making your life more miserable than it needs to be

inb4 : "but im ugly"

 

[Lonenely sigma]

you are contradicting yourself, you want "looks looks and only looks" because looks will get you friend and a girlfriend

No sir, its quite the contrary, I want looks in order to not depend on muh friends or muh a gf. If you are good looking every girl can become a gf and every dude can become a friend, thus you are freed from desire (tu-tu-truru-tu-tu-tururu-ru) and don't have to chase anyone or anything.

If I got friends now or became a pussy slave, I'd not have the upper hand. I'd be the one to depend, and people can sense that, they will see you as an inferior subhuman who they can abuse as they please.

you dont want looks you want the benefit that comes with it (friends etc), you can also be rich and be ugly, water . (since u mentioned being rich)

Life's a constant struggle between individuals, and your place in that struggle is predetermined by your face, height, iq... genes in general.

Its like telling a deformed invalid: "you don't want legs, you just want a marathon medal! We can buy one online!". Thats a stupid logic, isn't it?

You are supposed to have credentials, because if you don't, people will hate you even more. If you are ugly and poor and somehow dating a tall beautiful woman, people will subconsciously hate you because they will see you as rebelling against the natural order; an order they themselves want to see, despite claiming "everyone has a chance" or "everyone's equal". People are cruel, really.

Rehab room uploaded a great video on this very topic yesterday:

sure, you will get an "ugly" version of all of this (uglier friends, uglier girlfriend) but that doesnt mean anything, its a situation that was given to you and you dont have a say in it, you can bitch about being ugly, protest life or whatever you are doing but its still gonna be the same and at the end of the day ur making your life more miserable than it needs to be

The least miserable way would be to not be aware of any of this; to put a blindfold on and simply live your life.

I am already aware of the truth and can't go back. There's no going back

 

[apocalypse]

It's because of your intimidating Dajjal eye area