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I do a lot of thinking throughout the day. Since I was young it's all I practically have done. My parents didn't raise me so I often see the world from a much different, very non-NT point of view. Most NT people are the way they are (very similar) because they were raised by their parents and family and taught to think and act a certain way, and since they were all together, they were all taught to think and act in a way together, in a similar manner. I obviously was not included in this mix, never having a family, and so I did not learn to think very NT. And since I was excluded from most gathers of people my age (I never really had many friends) I learned everything I know purely from my own reasonings and the little social experience I did get. I spent much of my time walking, reading books (since I was not allowed to play video games or watch TV my entire childhood), and all of these things have contributed to the reason why I think and act the way I do. Remember, you are merely a product of your environment.
Another thing I wanted to continue with, was that you will remain this way for the rest of your life. You will continue to think the same, act the same, and enjoy the same things you did as a child. In fact, as a child I was not allowed to eat any bright colored candy. My insane father said they were unhealthy, but that brown chocolate was perfectly healthy so I was allowed to eat that in small amounts (despite the reasoning that color of the food has nothing to do with sugar content, the real issue). To this day, I have found that I enjoy the taste of chocolate much more than other candies. Other people enjoy the taste of gummy bears, but I constantly find that I only enjoy the taste of chocolate as my main sweet. I also have trouble playing video games, my ENTIRE childhood I was not allowed to play them. Even at age 16, I was not allowed to play video games at all. I now know that video games are a learned skill, most shooters are all similar and many of you are MUCH better than them than me. I am absolutely horrible by today's standards at most shooters. It's like learning a language, you all learned it at a young age and so it's easy for you, but I have to learn it when I'm 19, far past the realm where everyone is a noob. I will likely never be able to cope with most shooters and intense competitive video games, since my father took this right from me. You are a product of your environment. I also only enjoy walking outside as a hobby, and working out with music, as this is all I did much of my childhood. You are a product of your environment. I have always been called smarter than everyone else by the people around me. But it's not because I'm genetically better than them, it's because from a young age I practically HAD to be, to take care of myself, because my abusive low IQ father is one of the dumbest people alive, and my mother, who is from Thailand (my dad was one of the first boomers to seamax, he is currently 70 years old, white man), are both fucking retarded.
So now that you know a bit about me, and how I think differently, I will continue on with some theories (that I constantly conjure up).
I have since realized that happiness is merely dopamine provided to your brain, given that your brain is experiencing something that benefits it's needs. For example, I have often pointed out that your brain gives the most dopamine when you eat foods that contain salt, carbohydrates, and fat. All good tasting food includes these, with the exception of sugar, another dopamine providing food. The reason pizza tastes so good, is because it is bread (carbs), tomato sauce (high in sodium), and cheese and pepperoni (fat). That's why it's one of the best foods, it hits all of your brains best dopamine receptors. Your brain wants these foods, as they provide in nature, a great source of quick energy. It's why eating too much of these garbage foods can get you unhealthy and fat quite easily, I imagine in the wild, where food is scarce, eating a fucking slice of pizza would give you unimaginable amounts of energy.
Dopamine is provided by the brain whenever it gets something it wants. This includes food, sex, and accomplishing tasks (working to survive>dopamine>you end up wanting to survive>you survive), hanging out with friends (allows the brain to know you are socially enabled). All you have to do to be happy is just fulfill all your biological needs, you will never be sad again. If your biological needs are all met, you will be provided with insane dopamine and "fulfillment".
Depression and sadness, on the other hand, are merely either chemical imbalances in the brain from lack of dopamine (biological needs not being met), or a natural, purposeful chemical reaction in the brain in order to get you to accomplish one of your biological needs. For example, pain is merely just your bodies motivation factor to get you to fix something happening to your body. If you feel pain in your back, you crack it and set it straight so that it stops hurting. Really it's your bodies way of setting it straight, to avoid extra damage. My theory is that depression is a form of mental pain, purposefully made so that you fix one of the biological factors in your life. This, for example, could be relationships, and that you lack the necessary companionship that comes from being with a partner. If you feel depressed and sad about the fact that you are lonely, your brain is working properly, it is just that you lack the necessary companionship your body craves.
If this is all true, we are slaves to our instincts and bodies, everything we do is just to fill our biological needs. I think this is true. Nothing you want in life is really your own. You might tell yourself "I want to grow up and have a nice house and car". But its not you that wants this, it's your brain. Your brain wants a proper environment to thrive in, and reproduce in, thats why EVERYONE wants these things, and since everyone wants them, competition exists, which is why we have the economic system.
You are a product of your environment. You are a slave to your instincts and biology. "Happiness" and "sadness" are merely biological motivations to get you to fulfill your biological needs.
If you didn't read I honestly feel sorry for you, I just explained reality in a free few paragraphs.
Another thing I wanted to continue with, was that you will remain this way for the rest of your life. You will continue to think the same, act the same, and enjoy the same things you did as a child. In fact, as a child I was not allowed to eat any bright colored candy. My insane father said they were unhealthy, but that brown chocolate was perfectly healthy so I was allowed to eat that in small amounts (despite the reasoning that color of the food has nothing to do with sugar content, the real issue). To this day, I have found that I enjoy the taste of chocolate much more than other candies. Other people enjoy the taste of gummy bears, but I constantly find that I only enjoy the taste of chocolate as my main sweet. I also have trouble playing video games, my ENTIRE childhood I was not allowed to play them. Even at age 16, I was not allowed to play video games at all. I now know that video games are a learned skill, most shooters are all similar and many of you are MUCH better than them than me. I am absolutely horrible by today's standards at most shooters. It's like learning a language, you all learned it at a young age and so it's easy for you, but I have to learn it when I'm 19, far past the realm where everyone is a noob. I will likely never be able to cope with most shooters and intense competitive video games, since my father took this right from me. You are a product of your environment. I also only enjoy walking outside as a hobby, and working out with music, as this is all I did much of my childhood. You are a product of your environment. I have always been called smarter than everyone else by the people around me. But it's not because I'm genetically better than them, it's because from a young age I practically HAD to be, to take care of myself, because my abusive low IQ father is one of the dumbest people alive, and my mother, who is from Thailand (my dad was one of the first boomers to seamax, he is currently 70 years old, white man), are both fucking retarded.
So now that you know a bit about me, and how I think differently, I will continue on with some theories (that I constantly conjure up).
I have since realized that happiness is merely dopamine provided to your brain, given that your brain is experiencing something that benefits it's needs. For example, I have often pointed out that your brain gives the most dopamine when you eat foods that contain salt, carbohydrates, and fat. All good tasting food includes these, with the exception of sugar, another dopamine providing food. The reason pizza tastes so good, is because it is bread (carbs), tomato sauce (high in sodium), and cheese and pepperoni (fat). That's why it's one of the best foods, it hits all of your brains best dopamine receptors. Your brain wants these foods, as they provide in nature, a great source of quick energy. It's why eating too much of these garbage foods can get you unhealthy and fat quite easily, I imagine in the wild, where food is scarce, eating a fucking slice of pizza would give you unimaginable amounts of energy.
Dopamine is provided by the brain whenever it gets something it wants. This includes food, sex, and accomplishing tasks (working to survive>dopamine>you end up wanting to survive>you survive), hanging out with friends (allows the brain to know you are socially enabled). All you have to do to be happy is just fulfill all your biological needs, you will never be sad again. If your biological needs are all met, you will be provided with insane dopamine and "fulfillment".
Depression and sadness, on the other hand, are merely either chemical imbalances in the brain from lack of dopamine (biological needs not being met), or a natural, purposeful chemical reaction in the brain in order to get you to accomplish one of your biological needs. For example, pain is merely just your bodies motivation factor to get you to fix something happening to your body. If you feel pain in your back, you crack it and set it straight so that it stops hurting. Really it's your bodies way of setting it straight, to avoid extra damage. My theory is that depression is a form of mental pain, purposefully made so that you fix one of the biological factors in your life. This, for example, could be relationships, and that you lack the necessary companionship that comes from being with a partner. If you feel depressed and sad about the fact that you are lonely, your brain is working properly, it is just that you lack the necessary companionship your body craves.
If this is all true, we are slaves to our instincts and bodies, everything we do is just to fill our biological needs. I think this is true. Nothing you want in life is really your own. You might tell yourself "I want to grow up and have a nice house and car". But its not you that wants this, it's your brain. Your brain wants a proper environment to thrive in, and reproduce in, thats why EVERYONE wants these things, and since everyone wants them, competition exists, which is why we have the economic system.
You are a product of your environment. You are a slave to your instincts and biology. "Happiness" and "sadness" are merely biological motivations to get you to fulfill your biological needs.
If you didn't read I honestly feel sorry for you, I just explained reality in a free few paragraphs.
