depression poem by me

[Youㅤ]

Trapped in a dreadfully desolate place
Trapped despairingly inside my head
Lonely, lost, and longing for an unknown hope
Looking through the grim eyes of an undead
Delusions gone, I see only the life of a misanthrope
An anathematically woven thread

Dreams are more real than this hollow consciousness
Thoughts are haunting and escape is daunting
Fatigued by the futility of effort
This existence is a cruel taunting

A broken, infernal heart
Every exhale my soul loses a part
Waiting, the clock ticks
While the logic tricks
Waiting to see the end
If I can muster the strength to believe a miracle again

 

[Seba]

I don't undertstand half of these words but nice poem

 

[Youㅤ]

I don't undertstand half of these words but nice poem

I am desperately trying to grasp meaning in this life to no avail. I am searching everywhere in my mind, and yet there is nothing.

 

[Seba]

I am desperately trying to grasp meaning in this life to no avail. I am searching everywhere in my mind, and yet there is nothing.

My meaning in life is to conquer mongolia and shape the world by the will of the gods to achieve eternal peace within myself