derealization

[KG4]

any else been ultra derealized lately ? life feels as if im watching someone from third person live my life, not even me from third person, as if im watching someone else. been outside, been going out with my friend but it feels as if im just a spectator, maybe i need to be going outside more or something, its just confusing, all this shit seems so pointless and day by day it only gets worse for me, all this shit has no point, you can enjoy your life but for what ??? if you think about it you dont even exist, its not you doing the decisions, also the only reason you can do ''decisions'' is beacuse your brain got the capacity to do that, you are not you, you brain is ''you'' and your brain is predetermined by genetics, environment. concept of existence doesnt make sense if you think about it enough. beacuse its never you being you its always your brain being you. DNR this

 

[Ascensionsoon]

Any else been ultra derealized lately ?


life feels as if im watching someone from third person live my life, not even me from third person, as if im watching someone else.


been outside, been going out with my friend but it feels as if im just a spectator, maybe i need to be going outside more or something, its just confusing,


all this shit seems so pointless and day by day it only gets worse for me,


all this shit has no point,


you can enjoy your life but for what ???


if you think about it you dont even exist, its not you doing the decisions, also the only reason you can do ''decisions'' is beacuse your brain got the capacity to do that,


you are not you, you brain is ''you'' and your brain is predetermined by genetics, environment.


concept of existence doesnt make sense if you think about it enough.


beacuse its never you being you its always your brain being you.


DNR this

 

[KG4]

Any else been ultra derealized lately ?


life feels as if im watching someone from third person live my life, not even me from third person, as if im watching someone else.


been outside, been going out with my friend but it feels as if im just a spectator, maybe i need to be going outside more or something, its just confusing,


all this shit seems so pointless and day by day it only gets worse for me,


all this shit has no point,


you can enjoy your life but for what ???


if you think about it you dont even exist, its not you doing the decisions, also the only reason you can do ''decisions'' is beacuse your brain got the capacity to do that,


you are not you, you brain is ''you'' and your brain is predetermined by genetics, environment.


concept of existence doesnt make sense if you think about it enough.


beacuse its never you being you its always your brain being you.


DNR this

thanks for making this word salad more readable