Part-Time Chad
Kraken
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My reasons:
- I was raised by very conservative immigrant Boomer parents from Sicily, which put me at odds with most of my American peers.
- I was born neurodivergent (I'm likely on the autism and schizophrenia spectrums). This made me awkward and weird.
- It also caused me to become a massive problem child in school, starting around second grade-- not a good way to start my social life.
- At 14 years old--just as I was finally starting to become socially adjusted in America and learning the ropes with girls--my parents and I moved to Sicily to stay. This caused a lot upheaval and forced me to start my life all over, in a different language no less.
- At age 17, we moved back to New York, but it was too late for me-- I had already spent the most important formative years of my life studymaxxing in the strict Italian school system and becoming socially very conservative to fit in with the culture there, when I should have been getting laid. This made me even more inhibited than I naturally already was.
- To make matters worse, my mother was a massive control freak, who cock-blocked me all the way through my teens and even into my early-20s. She would get insanely jealous and upset whenever she suspected I was talking to a girl on the phone, or trying to get close to one in person.
Years went by...
- One of the symptoms of my Asperger's is that I have sensory issues. I hate touching people and am very sensitive to odors. I also have an aversion to body heat. This proved to be a giant barrier to sex (as if I didn't already have enough problems).
More years went by...
- But what really sealed my fate was the fact that I suffer from a gastrointestinal disorder (inherited from my mother) that causes me to bloat on and off all day. This sometimes deforms my face and makes me ugly unexpectedly throughout the day, and foids react very negatively towards me, much more negatively than they do towards a regular ugly guy (at least he looks normal; I look diseased when I bloat). It took me many years to finally realize that I had this condition and even longer to understand how it had affected my sex and social life, dating all the way back to my childhood-- a titanic blackpill.
Anyway, that's the (very) short version of my story and here I am. What's your story?
- I was raised by very conservative immigrant Boomer parents from Sicily, which put me at odds with most of my American peers.
- I was born neurodivergent (I'm likely on the autism and schizophrenia spectrums). This made me awkward and weird.
- It also caused me to become a massive problem child in school, starting around second grade-- not a good way to start my social life.
- At 14 years old--just as I was finally starting to become socially adjusted in America and learning the ropes with girls--my parents and I moved to Sicily to stay. This caused a lot upheaval and forced me to start my life all over, in a different language no less.
- At age 17, we moved back to New York, but it was too late for me-- I had already spent the most important formative years of my life studymaxxing in the strict Italian school system and becoming socially very conservative to fit in with the culture there, when I should have been getting laid. This made me even more inhibited than I naturally already was.
- To make matters worse, my mother was a massive control freak, who cock-blocked me all the way through my teens and even into my early-20s. She would get insanely jealous and upset whenever she suspected I was talking to a girl on the phone, or trying to get close to one in person.
Years went by...
- One of the symptoms of my Asperger's is that I have sensory issues. I hate touching people and am very sensitive to odors. I also have an aversion to body heat. This proved to be a giant barrier to sex (as if I didn't already have enough problems).
More years went by...
- But what really sealed my fate was the fact that I suffer from a gastrointestinal disorder (inherited from my mother) that causes me to bloat on and off all day. This sometimes deforms my face and makes me ugly unexpectedly throughout the day, and foids react very negatively towards me, much more negatively than they do towards a regular ugly guy (at least he looks normal; I look diseased when I bloat). It took me many years to finally realize that I had this condition and even longer to understand how it had affected my sex and social life, dating all the way back to my childhood-- a titanic blackpill.
Anyway, that's the (very) short version of my story and here I am. What's your story?
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