NateJacobs
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I may regret this in the future, but I cannot take getting attached to any fucking girl ever. Literally dude idk its so hard to not get attached to a girl unless i have 100% confirmation of whore tendencies BEFORE I already form some type of attachment. My heart is aching. Help me please.
Recently I met this mtb (irl people call her bad and fine but idrk). She has great tits, ass, waist, extroverted and its all chill with her looks ig. But i CANNOT even keep eye contact with her.SHE ,LITERALLY ASKED LAST NIGHT WHY DONT YOU LOOK AT ME. Its mainly because i have not been confident/narcy in my looks in months and because im not 100% sure even likes me.
We have hung out 3 times each time it was with my other friend and one of hers too. She snaps a bunch of dudes, trolled my mtn 6ft ND homie badly, shes a troll and her friend is a pos and apparently was "trolling" my friend and did not really want him but she let him grab her ass and begged him to take her to prom lmaooo. Shes a whore. So I KNOW, its likely shes also a whore, I KNOW 100% she snaps a lot of guys, I KNOWWW shes probably trolling me but its fucking my brain.
These red flags are there or are they? AM I JUST AN ABUSED DOG? Yes i am but does that mean im overanalyzing? I DONT KNOW. Yeah she cuddles with me more than her friend cuddled with my friend, she felt on my dick several times, she asked me for my number when i did not text her after the first hangout and some signs show she does have intrest but then i see the other shit and im like wtf im getting mind RAPED.
If i like a girl, I GET ATTACHED. And the issue is, I LIKE GIRLS. I hang out and cuddle and am kind of attracted to a girl and I START TO GET ATTACHED. IM NOT EVEN FUCKING THEM. If im not attracted to the girl and or lose attraction for some reason I can kick them to the curve easy.
But this girl is on my mind and my heart is hurting IM SO FUCKING CUCKED. Like deadass im cucked asf for this. Its the worse since im an abused dog. I THINK, im probably getting trolled this entire time, i do not show much intrest because i do not want to give her and her friends the satisfaction of trolling me. If i show no intrest despite really kinda wanting this girl. AND THEN i get confirmation her friend was fucking "trolling" my friend and was linking with other guys. LIKE WTF.
This whole situation made my abused dog syndrome come back in full force. I have been mitigating it decently for the last year even tho it was still bad but this WAS REALLY BAD for my head and heart.
I LIKE HER YES FUCKKKKKKKKKK. IM SUCH A CUCK PLEASE HELP ME.
NateJacobs is retarded and cucked asf rn
I may regret this in the future, but I cannot take getting attached to any fucking girl ever. Literally dude idk its so hard to not get attached to a girl unless i have 100% confirmation of whore tendencies BEFORE I already form some type of attachment. My heart is aching. Help me please.
Recently I met this mtb (irl people call her bad and fine but idrk). She has great tits, ass, waist, extroverted and its all chill with her looks ig. But i CANNOT even keep eye contact with her.SHE ,LITERALLY ASKED LAST NIGHT WHY DONT YOU LOOK AT ME. Its mainly because i have not been confident/narcy in my looks in months and because im not 100% sure even likes me.
We have hung out 3 times each time it was with my other friend and one of hers too. She snaps a bunch of dudes, trolled my mtn 6ft ND homie badly, shes a troll and her friend is a pos and apparently was "trolling" my friend and did not really want him but she let him grab her ass and begged him to take her to prom lmaooo. Shes a whore. So I KNOW, its likely shes also a whore, I KNOW 100% she snaps a lot of guys, I KNOWWW shes probably trolling me but its fucking my brain.
These red flags are there or are they? AM I JUST AN ABUSED DOG? Yes i am but does that mean im overanalyzing? I DONT KNOW. Yeah she cuddles with me more than her friend cuddled with my friend, she felt on my dick several times, she asked me for my number when i did not text her after the first hangout and some signs show she does have intrest but then i see the other shit and im like wtf im getting mind RAPED.
If i like a girl, I GET ATTACHED. And the issue is, I LIKE GIRLS. I hang out and cuddle and am kind of attracted to a girl and I START TO GET ATTACHED. IM NOT EVEN FUCKING THEM. If im not attracted to the girl and or lose attraction for some reason I can kick them to the curve easy.
But this girl is on my mind and my heart is hurting IM SO FUCKING CUCKED. Like deadass im cucked asf for this. Its the worse since im an abused dog. I THINK, im probably getting trolled this entire time, i do not show much intrest because i do not want to give her and her friends the satisfaction of trolling me. If i show no intrest despite really kinda wanting this girl. AND THEN i get confirmation her friend was fucking "trolling" my friend and was linking with other guys. LIKE WTF.
This whole situation made my abused dog syndrome come back in full force. I have been mitigating it decently for the last year even tho it was still bad but this WAS REALLY BAD for my head and heart.
I LIKE HER YES FUCKKKKKKKKKK. IM SUCH A CUCK PLEASE HELP ME.
NateJacobs is retarded and cucked asf rn
