White_Bwoi
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After a breakup with my ex 3 yrs ago, I dated around on tinder and shieet,
but never really developed even a 'crush', so it all went nowhere.
I thought, that's because Im still not 'over' ex, but I was DEAD WRONG.
Ive meet this PETITE Stacy at the random drunken "pub crawl"...
Perfection. And that's not all...
She was looking me dead in the eyes, like no other girl in my oldcel life.
Across the venue, like some psychopath even, don't know any men that could withstand
that level of intensity (J.Bond maybe jfl)
She even talked enthusiastically with drunkard me...
Everything clicked instantly, like every little detail about her: voice/gestures/smile/ was
preprogrammed into my soul to love all that shit...
It ended when she didn't gave me her number (told me embarrassed that she got a boyfriend [OVER].
It was in friggin JANUARY 2025 [*]
Im equally terrified of meeting her again & can't fucking live without confirmation to just FUCK OFF
.
Every girl Ive met since then is a fucking rude disgusting pig to me, compared to her...
I can't cope with "meeting other girls" because I see, that's it's literally impossible to find someone like her in
1000km radius
On the positive note, we're from the same "world", so there're still chances, that we'll meet on some event or smth.
I'll see this loser 'boyfriend' of hers, or check, if there'll be the same chemistry...
This encounter was enough, to motivate me to finally get lean and all, so it's not that tragic I guess
but never really developed even a 'crush', so it all went nowhere.
I thought, that's because Im still not 'over' ex, but I was DEAD WRONG.
Ive meet this PETITE Stacy at the random drunken "pub crawl"...
Perfection. And that's not all...
She was looking me dead in the eyes, like no other girl in my oldcel life.
Across the venue, like some psychopath even, don't know any men that could withstand
that level of intensity (J.Bond maybe jfl)
She even talked enthusiastically with drunkard me...
Everything clicked instantly, like every little detail about her: voice/gestures/smile/ was
preprogrammed into my soul to love all that shit...
It ended when she didn't gave me her number (told me embarrassed that she got a boyfriend [OVER].
It was in friggin JANUARY 2025 [*]
Im equally terrified of meeting her again & can't fucking live without confirmation to just FUCK OFF
.Every girl Ive met since then is a fucking rude disgusting pig to me, compared to her...
I can't cope with "meeting other girls" because I see, that's it's literally impossible to find someone like her in
1000km radius
On the positive note, we're from the same "world", so there're still chances, that we'll meet on some event or smth.
I'll see this loser 'boyfriend' of hers, or check, if there'll be the same chemistry...
This encounter was enough, to motivate me to finally get lean and all, so it's not that tragic I guess
