Did anyone else want to be a good person

[wishIwasSalludon]

Ive always wanted to helo people ever since I was kid, I realized Im too low IQ to make any major impact with my brain. So I used to want to join the miltary "muh defend my country" and shit

I was very altruistic back when I was young, but as Ive gotten old its killed most of my motivation to be altruistic.

Theres part of me that still is that way I often fantasize about being a hero in some way who helps people.

But Im always brought back to reality by thinking this world isnt worth such things anyways, and even if it were im too incompetent to be that guy



@cromagnon @ey88

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

woah buddy you really expect me to read all that

 

[ey88]

I want to be evil but I’m too much of a pussy

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

I want to be evil but I’m too much of a pussy

Im sorta the opposite, I yearn for selflessness but Im too jaded, evil and Im also a worthless coward

 

[cromagnon]

I want to be evil but I’m too much of a pussy

All 3 of us are dark triad

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

All 3 of us are dark triad

Im also a worthless coward

 

[Saint Casanova]

Not anymore

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Not anymore

but you used too

 

[Schizotypalcel]

Never always been selfish, at time's i try to change an i fall into the same hole i only make deeper.

 

[NorwoodAscender]

id like to say im a fairly “good” person honestly too good, i prioritize other peoples issues over my own for some strange reason. abused dog shit ig

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

i prioritize other peoples issues over my own for some strange reason. abused dog shit ig

actually a good trait to have if HTN+ which Id say u r if thats u in the avi

 

[Saint Casanova]

but you used too

Yeah and I learnt the hard way that there’s no point unless it’s to a genuinely close friend or your family.

 

[Deleted member 43881]

i want to be the best

something that is good is by darwinism

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Yeah and I learnt the hard way that there’s no point unless it’s to a genuinely close friend or your family.

its like this world is just designed to destroy any goodness within a mans heart

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

i want to be the best

something that is good is by darwinism

you're a utilitarian

which in my opinion is a pretty primitive philosophy

 

[Deleted member 43881]

you're a utilitarian

which in my opinion is a pretty primitive philosophy

i accidently pressed a shortcut on my computer when i hovered over utilitarian that led me to https://www.utilitarianism.com/index.htm

i might read it

 

[Darkeningstar]

One can be good even in everyday life, there is no need to be a hero. You find fertile ground in here as it's full of psychopaths, the problem is that you expect recognition.

 

[Darkeningstar]

All 3 of us are dark triad

Dark triad in Vanuatu.

 

[cromagnon]

Dark triad in Vanuatu.

bbg i missed u

 

[StarvedEpi]

bro I was morally good for so long until nothing changed, I started to crack and made what little momentum I had stalled.