Did anyone had lower self esteem after being blackpilled?

[Blitz]

I almost got mentally destroyed tbh it hit me like a fucking train. What was your reaction after the first blackpill?

 

[Vermilioncore]

I just became more at peace actually

 

[Blitz]

I just became more at peace actually

An epiphany of some sort. But blackpill gave me a purpose.

 

[Deleted member 4804]

I just became more at peace actually

Same tbh

An epiphany of some sort. But blackpill gave me a purpose.

Thats deep dude

 

[Deusmaximus]

My life is 180 degrees changed to the negative. Realtalk, the blackpill destroyed my life. Also because im oldcel, and can see how much i missed, just because of my poor genetics.

 

[Blitz]

My life is 180 degrees changed to the negative. Realtalk, the blackpill destroyed my life. Also because im oldcel, and can see how much i missed, just because of my poor genetics.

Blackpill isn't mentally healthy for anyone. But knowing the truth is much better.

 

[Blackout.xl]

My confidence and ego was destroyed before finding the blackpill. The blackpill just told me why it got destroyed

 

[Andros]

Thanks to the blackpill I understand why I was bullied in middle school and why I'm lifemogged by my brothers.

 

[jordanbarrettisgod]

I almost got mentally destroyed tbh it hit me like a fucking train. What was your reaction after the first blackpill?

it made me depressed but i ascended hard. now life fuel

 

[Ritalincel]

I just became more at peace actually

 

[slime]

I was born in the blackpill.

 

[RAITEIII]

It's not a surprise I've always been obssesed with my looks because i knew what was going on.

After the blackpill my knowledge is better defined and sharp.

Also there's the everything matters theory, I didn't realize that one tbh.

 

[IWantToMax]

At the beginning I felt like shit everytime I browsed Lookism or Looksmax, but my self esteem was already quite low back then.

It actually got better with time and I'm feeling better than ever now

 

[Nosecel]

It actually got better with time and I'm feeling better than ever now

Your avi fits this sentence

 

[BrettyBoy]

I feel better after swallowing the blackpill and don’t have to blame myself for the fact most women have sky high standards.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

ive always been aware of my subhumanity, i just didnt have the medical terminology to explain it

 

[Time Travel]

Yes tbh

 

[Chad69]

I almost got mentally destroyed tbh it hit me like a fucking train. What was your reaction after the first blackpill?

I always had low self estem due to always getting bullied in school but when I got blackpilled it completly have killed me....

 

[BonesAndHarmony]

The first time I got blackpilled was when I read that post of a female where she says that compliments from ugly men are creepy while compliments from hot guys make her day. I legit was traumatized. When I discovered lookism I was literally shocked. But it doesn't matter anyway, I have always had a shit low self esteem with women and different looks-realated complexes.

 

[Ritalincel]

I feel better after swallowing the blackpill and don’t have to blame myself for the fact most women have sky high standards.

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

Maybe slightly or a lot but was already low self esteem

 

[Blitz]

Maybe slightly or a lot but was already low self esteem

Same more or less

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

The blackpill hit me really hard when a 6psl foid on reddit told me she really liked my face (she was also lesbian I might add jfl). That's when I knew face is literally everything.

 

[Blitz]

The first time I got blackpilled was when I read that post of a female where she says that compliments from ugly men are creepy while compliments from hot guys make her day. I legit was traumatized. When I discovered lookism I was literally shocked. But it doesn't matter anyway, I have always had a shit low self esteem with women and different looks-realated complexes.

What kills me the most is that I witness these day and night reactions. They literally switch personality in an instant just because someone is psl 6+. And that's the moment I become invisible.

 

[HurtfulVanity]

The blackpill actually raised my self esteem made me realize how much more of a degenerate everyone is than me and how girls are all slutsand shit. Made me feel better about myself.(most not all girls are sluts)

 

[Catawampus]

Yes indeed, I hit rock bottom when I swallowed the blackpill, Its gotten better though since I started improving myself.

 

[bonesoverblood]

I almost got mentally destroyed tbh it hit me like a fucking train. What was your reaction after the first blackpill?

Almost killed myself because of it lmao

 

[Deleted member 275]

better but also worse at the same time. Like I used to compare myself with my equally ugly, loser friends and have a healthy self-esteem within that social circle. 'Nobody is having sex, everyone is playing videogames all day, I am doing fine.' I didn't care much about the winners in life and was reasonably happy with the position I had.

The blackpill opened my eyes to the rest of the world and I started comparing myself to the popular guys and winners I met in my life, which lowered my self-esteem. At the same time I looksmaxed and feel above those that would've been my equals before.

So it's weird, I feel much more subhuman compared to those above me, but at the same time feel much better than those below me. It's mental torture tbh, it's a constant mental conflict.

 

[turkproducer]

rather be blackpilled now then grow up to be a 45 year old wage cuck with whore wife and kids who don’t love you.

 

[Pillarman]

I got more inspired, fuck these cucks

 

[rockndogs]

Right when i started to care about relationships i got blackpilled. Never had a self esteem before and i dont know if i have one now, so fuck it