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Hands down, i was giga brown in childhood, near Dravidian level tbh.
I was even more brown than the arab kids. Man wtf, imagine being more ethnic than arabs. For a turk i am really extreme dark phenotype.
i looked like the right kid.
Turkish friends of my family said things like "that boy is ugly, but the girl (my sister) is pretty" and stuff. I grew up as the second fiddle to my sister. Always in her shadow tbh.
I never cared tbh and was not mad. I mean i can nothing for my looks and my mother is giga ugly too. Dont want kids if you cant accept the fact that they will be ugly like you. Not my fault at all.
So i never tried to bother with woman tbh. Hang out at home and played videogames. I also feared to get bullied by white people because my ugly colouring, so i became introverted.
Nonetheless, the white High T genetics of my father started randomly kicking in and my face wasnt that bad anymore, sadly i had an unhealthy lifestyle in puberty and i didnt bring out my full potential tbh, but still at least some girls called me handsome and wanted an LTR.
So it was no perfect life, but it was a life at least....
I was even more brown than the arab kids. Man wtf, imagine being more ethnic than arabs. For a turk i am really extreme dark phenotype.
i looked like the right kid.
Turkish friends of my family said things like "that boy is ugly, but the girl (my sister) is pretty" and stuff. I grew up as the second fiddle to my sister. Always in her shadow tbh.
I never cared tbh and was not mad. I mean i can nothing for my looks and my mother is giga ugly too. Dont want kids if you cant accept the fact that they will be ugly like you. Not my fault at all.
So i never tried to bother with woman tbh. Hang out at home and played videogames. I also feared to get bullied by white people because my ugly colouring, so i became introverted.
Nonetheless, the white High T genetics of my father started randomly kicking in and my face wasnt that bad anymore, sadly i had an unhealthy lifestyle in puberty and i didnt bring out my full potential tbh, but still at least some girls called me handsome and wanted an LTR.
So it was no perfect life, but it was a life at least....
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