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Including my mother and all female family members
All adult women are psychopaths especially to unattractive and/or short men
Don't focus this thread on me. I will use my experience as an example. This applies to every failure of a man.
Life has been brutal since I graduated high school, once the adult women considered me an adult (I'm 19) they've been treating me so inhumanely out of nowhere it was so unexpected. At the same time, I don't really care that much because life doesn't feel real or has meaning and feels pointless. I have been having an existiential crisis. I realized all men are only here to serve their role and die as the timeline continues. We don't see the end of the timeline. As an example, there's a man that impregnates a girl, has a kid, and invents some machine and dies and everything they did had an impact on earth, society and the future, that's an example of someone fulfilling their role and the timeline continuing with its impact. My existential crisis ended when I realized I was overthinking the meaning of life, realizing we're never going to figure out some "real meaning" of life in our life time other than to just enjoy it as much as possible doing whatever you like or feel like you need to do, maybe eat, survive, have sex, maybe reproduce and have an impact on the world (whether good, bad or neutral) then die. Personally I would say the purpose of life for me is to spike my dopamine as much as possible, survive, have sex and maybe reproduce but not everyone wants to or has to reproduce nor is it necessary for every human to do so
I'm 19 but it feels like they treat me like I'm some creepy short balding 35 year old man. But that's not true, once I get older it will be much worse every year
My mom is a single mother and just sees me as her husband now. She doesn't emotionally support me or act like a mother at all. I mean, she never really did. But in the past when I was younger she did the most basic things she legally had to do because she legally fucking gave birth to me. But yeah, now, I'm just supposed to act as her husband now. She always asks me for money, treats me like garbage, talks shit to me all day and only loves her boyfriend. I only see the tall and/or beautiful men get loved by their mothers. While failed sons like me get neglected then used for money
So that's why I'm leaving my mother and hate my mother. My father isn't that friendly neither but he's an intelligent human that treats me like I'm his son unlike my mother. Still, my father used to say I'm not his son and rejected me. He made fun of me for being so skinny but he didn't understand my mother didn't love me to feed me good. I always fed myself with the little food available. Now my father treats me like competition now. Like I'm the nerd and he's the bully because he's taller and bigger than me whenever his girlfriend comes around so I'm gonna have to leave him too
I have no parents. Only family member that are like humans to me are my uncles, grandparents and male cousins. But even then I don't believe in love anymore. I have low empathy because of this tragic life experience
Don't focus this thread on me. I used my experience as an example. This applies to every failed man to an extent. Once a man becomes an adult, it's like a man is in the wild now. Women only care if you have genes or resources. If you're her friend, you're a bitch
3 things you're either just somebody that she can vent all her emotions to like her therapist, she uses you or you're just like another girl to her like some gay best friend
Most if not all High T High IQ men (the most successful) wouldn't consider a woman "friend" like the same as a male friend
All adult women are psychopaths especially to unattractive and/or short men
Don't focus this thread on me. I will use my experience as an example. This applies to every failure of a man.
Life has been brutal since I graduated high school, once the adult women considered me an adult (I'm 19) they've been treating me so inhumanely out of nowhere it was so unexpected. At the same time, I don't really care that much because life doesn't feel real or has meaning and feels pointless. I have been having an existiential crisis. I realized all men are only here to serve their role and die as the timeline continues. We don't see the end of the timeline. As an example, there's a man that impregnates a girl, has a kid, and invents some machine and dies and everything they did had an impact on earth, society and the future, that's an example of someone fulfilling their role and the timeline continuing with its impact. My existential crisis ended when I realized I was overthinking the meaning of life, realizing we're never going to figure out some "real meaning" of life in our life time other than to just enjoy it as much as possible doing whatever you like or feel like you need to do, maybe eat, survive, have sex, maybe reproduce and have an impact on the world (whether good, bad or neutral) then die. Personally I would say the purpose of life for me is to spike my dopamine as much as possible, survive, have sex and maybe reproduce but not everyone wants to or has to reproduce nor is it necessary for every human to do so
I'm 19 but it feels like they treat me like I'm some creepy short balding 35 year old man. But that's not true, once I get older it will be much worse every year
My mom is a single mother and just sees me as her husband now. She doesn't emotionally support me or act like a mother at all. I mean, she never really did. But in the past when I was younger she did the most basic things she legally had to do because she legally fucking gave birth to me. But yeah, now, I'm just supposed to act as her husband now. She always asks me for money, treats me like garbage, talks shit to me all day and only loves her boyfriend. I only see the tall and/or beautiful men get loved by their mothers. While failed sons like me get neglected then used for money
So that's why I'm leaving my mother and hate my mother. My father isn't that friendly neither but he's an intelligent human that treats me like I'm his son unlike my mother. Still, my father used to say I'm not his son and rejected me. He made fun of me for being so skinny but he didn't understand my mother didn't love me to feed me good. I always fed myself with the little food available. Now my father treats me like competition now. Like I'm the nerd and he's the bully because he's taller and bigger than me whenever his girlfriend comes around so I'm gonna have to leave him too
I have no parents. Only family member that are like humans to me are my uncles, grandparents and male cousins. But even then I don't believe in love anymore. I have low empathy because of this tragic life experience
Don't focus this thread on me. I used my experience as an example. This applies to every failed man to an extent. Once a man becomes an adult, it's like a man is in the wild now. Women only care if you have genes or resources. If you're her friend, you're a bitch
3 things you're either just somebody that she can vent all her emotions to like her therapist, she uses you or you're just like another girl to her like some gay best friendMost if not all High T High IQ men (the most successful) wouldn't consider a woman "friend" like the same as a male friend
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