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AT HOME FILLER: My story
(POSTING AS A DISCUSSION NOT A THREAD AGAIN). I did my own fillers at home in my cheeks (anterior zygomatic region) at 15yo, 2 days ago. I was fed up with my recessed mid face and prominent under eye lines so I took a step. I purchased 1.1 ml of SUBQ Kairax filler online (ik its some random ass koreon stuff but i was not paying 200 bucks for proper filler, but it is solid high viscosity filler so it would do the job), and got it aswell as some lemon bottle which I did 2 session of and found out is completely cope for everyone wondering.
Sorry for all the scribbling on the images in advance, can't expose my nd status.
Here is my before, you can't see too much in this lighting but I had very poor maxilla projection:
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This photo really doesn't do it justice but my maxillary region looked so hollow and made me look terrible in any angle other then front on.
Here is the filler needle after use:
View attachment 4791027
I did extensive research into facial nerves, arteries, structures etc to ensure I would not go blind or mess my self up with vascular occlusion. I did not need any lateral zygomatic projection, purely anterior to fill the hollow area.
Didn't get any lidocaine cream because the filler has it it.
MESSED UP:
I was doing well, aspirating before injection but after pulling one injection it out started squirting blood, and fast. It started pouring down my face with every heart beat and I was scared asf. I thought this was the end but a few days on and it just has minor bruising and after checking to make sure capilleries fill normal many times, aswell as ice and heat treating, it is fine now. But this is after I slowed the bleeding down and it just dripped down my face and chest:
View attachment 4791030
AFTER:
After 0.5ml in one cheek and 0.6ml in my other cheek (always was asymmetric and I attempted to fix it and it went well), I was done. I injected on the front of the maxilla/zygo and one bolus on the apex of my zygo. It was the weirdest thing ever, pushing the needle through fat and muscle then clicking on my skull, I could hear everything. I placed the 0.1ml boluses directly on the bone. All though I did not use much filler, it COMPLETELY fixed my under eye lines and mostly fixed my recession.
I am absolutely stoked with the outcome and has boosted my confidence in my side profile ten fold.
View attachment 4791035 View attachment 4791038View attachment 4791039View attachment 4791041
It was noticeable to my close friends and has fixed my recession and improved my side profile significantly.
I will never do this again as I was scared as about the bleeding and thinking I injected into my infra-orbital artery, but hope to inspire some others to follow this terrible path. It is only currently 2 days post-op which is pretty soon but the swelling has gone down mostly (swelling was noticeable first day) and now I just pray it doesn't migrate.
Put a bit of effort into this being my first thread.
350mg test e coming soon..
@Orka
(POSTING AS A DISCUSSION NOT A THREAD AGAIN). I did my own fillers at home in my cheeks (anterior zygomatic region) at 15yo, 2 days ago. I was fed up with my recessed mid face and prominent under eye lines so I took a step. I purchased 1.1 ml of SUBQ Kairax filler online (ik its some random ass koreon stuff but i was not paying 200 bucks for proper filler, but it is solid high viscosity filler so it would do the job), and got it aswell as some lemon bottle which I did 2 session of and found out is completely cope for everyone wondering.
Sorry for all the scribbling on the images in advance, can't expose my nd status.
Here is my before, you can't see too much in this lighting but I had very poor maxilla projection:
View attachment 4791022View attachment 4791066
This photo really doesn't do it justice but my maxillary region looked so hollow and made me look terrible in any angle other then front on.
Here is the filler needle after use:
View attachment 4791027
I did extensive research into facial nerves, arteries, structures etc to ensure I would not go blind or mess my self up with vascular occlusion. I did not need any lateral zygomatic projection, purely anterior to fill the hollow area.
Didn't get any lidocaine cream because the filler has it it.
MESSED UP:
I was doing well, aspirating before injection but after pulling one injection it out started squirting blood, and fast. It started pouring down my face with every heart beat and I was scared asf. I thought this was the end but a few days on and it just has minor bruising and after checking to make sure capilleries fill normal many times, aswell as ice and heat treating, it is fine now. But this is after I slowed the bleeding down and it just dripped down my face and chest:
View attachment 4791030
AFTER:
After 0.5ml in one cheek and 0.6ml in my other cheek (always was asymmetric and I attempted to fix it and it went well), I was done. I injected on the front of the maxilla/zygo and one bolus on the apex of my zygo. It was the weirdest thing ever, pushing the needle through fat and muscle then clicking on my skull, I could hear everything. I placed the 0.1ml boluses directly on the bone. All though I did not use much filler, it COMPLETELY fixed my under eye lines and mostly fixed my recession.
I am absolutely stoked with the outcome and has boosted my confidence in my side profile ten fold.
View attachment 4791035 View attachment 4791038View attachment 4791039View attachment 4791041
It was noticeable to my close friends and has fixed my recession and improved my side profile significantly.
I will never do this again as I was scared as about the bleeding and thinking I injected into my infra-orbital artery, but hope to inspire some others to follow this terrible path. It is only currently 2 days post-op which is pretty soon but the swelling has gone down mostly (swelling was noticeable first day) and now I just pray it doesn't migrate.
Put a bit of effort into this being my first thread.
350mg test e coming soon..
@Orka
