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I’m suicidal and I’ll probably rope soon. Will SSRIs help or Jew lie? If not, what other medications?
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how do SSRIs destroy your brain?you're literally better snorting a couple of lines of cocaine a week than destroying your brain with SSRI's
I was on them for a bit and they're actually terrible it's hard to explain but you turn into something that isnt you and quite frankly I still felt down even after taking them. If you're really thinking of roping give it a shot, but you'll see what I mean when you start.how do SSRIs destroy your brain?
Lol what?you're literally better snorting a couple of lines of cocaine a week than destroying your brain with SSRI's
what? SSRI's in some instances make people worse off.Lol what?
Is there anything else that could help? I’ve heard other people say similar things. An old friend of mine who was depressed due to their mother’s death went on antidepressants and then seemed fine and happy for awhile, almost stripped away from emotions. they seemed normal on the outside but miserable on the inside but seemed like they weren’t able to express it. they committed suicide around after 9 months on themI was on them for a bit and they're actually terrible it's hard to explain but you turn into something that isnt you and quite frankly I still felt down even after taking them. If you're really thinking of roping give it a shot, but you'll see what I mean when you start.
At first it feels great and then you get finishing returns until you're completely numb and devoid of any sort of emotion.
You will probably rope regardless; even if you take SSRIS. You will have less inhibition when it comes to going through with roping on SSRIS. I honestly thought about roping many times and still do occasionally, but I'm just afraid of nothingness and I want to see it to the end. I want to complete my looksmax plan and then I'll assess whether or not life is worth it. Life really is meaningless nowadays I can see why many people rope.Is there anything else that could help? I’ve heard other people say similar things. An old friend of mine who was depressed due to their mother’s death went on antidepressants and then seemed fine and happy for awhile, almost stripped away from emotions. they seemed normal on the outside but miserable on the inside but seemed like they weren’t able to express it. they committed suicide around after 9 months on them
is Xanax better?Im on ssris for a few weeks now and I am just numb ish pretty much. I got bloods to see if caused by low T, if i dont have high T levels, i am going to inject DSIP, and see if i feel better. If i do i will gtfo ssris
fuck it I might just drink a ton of alcI havent done xans but i would say probably not. this is assuming you would pay for xans out of pocket but insurance or parents would pay for ssris.
That will make you more suicidalfuck it I might just drink a ton of alc
im too subhuman to ascendThat will make you more suicidal
This feeling will pass, but the only permanent cure is ascension
NMDA receptor antagonists like Memantine and Ketamine are the best things I've used for depression, but gl finding a source.im too subhuman to ascend
I’ve done Ketamine and MethoxetamineNMDA receptor antagonists like Memantine and Ketamine are the best things I've used for depression, but gl finding a source.
Dudeee, how long ago did you try MXE? How did you find a source?I’ve done Ketamine and Methoxetamine
Around three or four years ago, I used dreammarket and alphabay because those were still around. I wish I had been around during the Silk Road days. Try empiremarketDudeee, how long ago did you try MXE? How did you find a source?
I kholed on MXE and it gave me HPPD and DPDR lolDudeee, how long ago did you try MXE? How did you find a source?
Damn, yea I remember when MXE completely sold out on AlphaBay. Haven't used the dw in a long time, people are still making it though?Around three or four years ago, I used dreammarket and alphabay because those were still around. I wish I had been around during the Silk Road days. Try empiremarket
I honestly have no idea. I’m avoiding the Darknet because I’m addicted to benzos and trying to get offDamn, yea I remember when MXE completely sold out on AlphaBay. Haven't used the dw in a long time, people are still making it though?
Fucked thing is I still have panic attacks on 2mg+ xanaxDamn, yea I remember when MXE completely sold out on AlphaBay. Haven't used the dw in a long time, people are still making it though?
Bro, be careful with detoxing off the Xanax. Benzos, especially Xanax, have really serious side effects if you don’t taper off correctly. Also that’s probably why you’re feeling suicidal, benzos never worked for me long term and just made my anxiety worse.I honestly have no idea. I’m avoiding the Darknet because I’m addicted to benzos and trying to get off
Fucked thing is I still have panic attacks on 2mg+ xanax
they’re too addictiveBro, be careful with detoxing off the Xanax. Benzos, especially Xanax, have really serious side effects if you don’t taper off correctly. Also that’s probably why you’re feeling suicidal, benzos never worked for me long term and just made my anxiety worse.
a bullet, that’s what I’m dojngI have depression too ngl I need something good but doesn’t destroy my brain cells
Mushrooms. psylicabin. microdosing. Has promising results.I’m suicidal and I’ll probably rope soon. Will SSRIs help or Jew lie? If not, what other medications?
fucking lol, no wonder you have no libido. The most common sides of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors is low libido, decreased erection quality and the inability to reach orgasm, (anorgasmia). Along with hundreds of other sides, that aren't desirable.Im on ssris for a few weeks now and I am just numb ish pretty much. I got bloods to see if caused by low T, if i dont have high T levels, i am going to inject DSIP, and see if i feel better. If i do i will gtfo ssris
dead serious, high dose LSD (300-400mcg) and 100mg of MDMA, it'll do the opposite of destroying brain cells, LSD has been proven to promote neurogenesis and is actually neuroprotective rather than not.I have depression too ngl I need something good but doesn’t destroy my brain cells
ketamineIs there anything else that could help? I’ve heard other people say similar things. An old friend of mine who was depressed due to their mother’s death went on antidepressants and then seemed fine and happy for awhile, almost stripped away from emotions. they seemed normal on the outside but miserable on the inside but seemed like they weren’t able to express it. they committed suicide around after 9 months on them
Microdosing shrooms or LSD better?fucking lol, no wonder you have no libido. The most common sides of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors is low libido, decreased erection quality and the inability to reach orgasm, (anorgasmia). Along with hundreds of other sides, that aren't desirable.
(((they))) literally prescribe pramipexole and bromocriptine to patients on SSRI's in order to increase libido and erection quality. You got jewed brother.
dead serious, high dose LSD (300-400mcg) and 100mg of MDMA, it'll do the opposite of destroying brain cells, LSD has been proven to promote neurogenesis and is actually neuroprotective rather than not.
MDMA will basically potently enhance the effects of LSD whilst also making you feel insanely euphoric (words cannot describe the feeling). LSD has actually been proven to agonize D2, D3 and D4 receptors, (more so D2), meaning you could microdose it and gain the positives of what would feel like high monoamine neurotransmitter levels.
LSD 100%.Microdosing shrooms or LSD better?
Around three or four years ago, I used dreammarket and alphabay because those were still around. I wish I had been around during the Silk Road days. Try empiremarket
I kholed on MXE and it gave me HPPD and DPDR lol
5-MeO-DMT is the best thing in this existence from what i read. It's 5 times more potent then normal DMT which is a few times more potent then LSD and PsilocybinLSD 100%.
5-HT, 5-HT2A, 5-HT2B, 5-HT2C and 5-HT6 receptor agonist (highly serotoninergic), has a high affinity for ALL dopamine receptors, mainly D2.
also displays potent norepinephrine receptor agonism.
if you don't understand any of this ^
LSD at low controlled dosages can bind to at a high-affinity many monoamine neurotransmitter counter-part receptors, meaning you'll get all of the positives of high dopamine and serotonin whilst not getting the psychoactive effects.
you're still better off using an actual dopamine receptor agonist, like bromocriptine, it has potent D2R and D1R family agonism, whilst also agonizing the 5-HT receptor family, ergoline based dopamine agonists destroy prolactin secretion as dopamine opposes the secretion of prolactin from the lactotroph cells, but it will also potently inhibit GH secretion as both PRL and GH are from the same family. Cabergoline and bromocriptine are both used in acromegalic cases, to prevent an overload of PRL but to also antagonize the hypersecretion of GH.
I don't suggest ergoline based dopamine receptor agonists, non-ergoline based agonists aren't insanely powerful, and they only act on the dopamine receptors, something like pramipexole. I'm not advising you to take any drugs, and especially not SSRI's. I'm just providing information.
In all honesty, stop watching porn, stop masturbating, stop eating excessive amounts of high glycemic carbohydrates, exercise frequently for the upregulation of endorphins. This is all blue pilled, but it's better than drug usage, that's a given.
try pramipexole.fuck...
Yes my DPDR first started as a result of a traumatic experience I had when I was 4 years old. It’s gotten worse at times where I’ve had severe anxiety and also done drugs. I’ve basically had it my whole life. I usually cope with it by making art with it and letting it make me more creative.Do you still have DPDR man? I had DP/DR for a few months and occasionally have flair ups in certain situations but it was one of the most brutal experiences of my life. Truly awful,and if you go through it constantly then I am truly sorry
As for OP: DO NOT TAKE SSRI'S UNLESS YOU WANT TO BECOME A CUCK
Yes my DPDR first started as a result of a traumatic experience I had when I was 4 years old. It’s gotten worse at times where I’ve had severe anxiety and also done drugs. I’ve basically had it my whole life. I usually cope with it by making art with it and letting it make me more creative.
Idk how I’m still alive I took 3 Xanax and drank a shit ton of vodka last night to try and end it I just have a headache now ffsDo you still have DPDR man? I had DP/DR for a few months and occasionally have flair ups in certain situations but it was one of the most brutal experiences of my life. Truly awful,and if you go through it constantly then I am truly sorry
As for OP: DO NOT TAKE SSRI'S UNLESS YOU WANT TO BECOME A CUCK
I have a .12gauge I’ll just do a Kurt cobainMeh that’s not too crazy. If you really want to die take 5/6 bars and then finish a litre of vodka and then do coke at the same time
prami makes a lot of people get really sick from what I've heard. caber is always the best optiontry cocaine
try methamphetamines
try levodopa combined with a dopa decarboxylase inhibitor.
try pramipexole
try bromocriptine
try cabergoline
dopamine mogs all other monoamines to death.
inject genetics that ensures good monoamine neurotransmitter activity.
I got into xanax last year and that shit really fucked me up. After three weeks I was suicidal. Took me probably around 3 months to feel normal again. Highly advise against them.Bro, be careful with detoxing off the Xanax. Benzos, especially Xanax, have really serious side effects if you don’t taper off correctly. Also that’s probably why you’re feeling suicidal, benzos never worked for me long term and just made my anxiety worse.
Does not do shit for depression/anxiety or anything like that. Not in the long run anywayWhat about classic ritaline?
Yeah only the people who experience benzo withdrawals know how serious it is. It's easy for people to think "oh opiate withdrawal would be 1000x worse etc" but that's just not true.I got into xanax last year and that shit really fucked me up. After three weeks I was suicidal. Took me probably around 3 months to feel normal again. Highly advise against them.