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iplaychess
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I've been on this side of the internet for a while, I ended up here and couldn't get out anymore. It changed the way I think, how I relate, and above all, how I observe things. There isn't a single day in my life that I don't think about appearance, there isn't a day that I don't hate myself... I always come back here, I hate this place. I have a beautiful and loving girlfriend, she understands me, listens to what I say, she knows what the BP is, she knows what the community is, she even said she's going to hit me in the face... But the pill ruined me, I can't trust a woman properly, I can't think that she'll trust me and see me as a serious man. All the girls I've dated thought I was handsome, I'm not ugly, but I'm not enough, I'll never be able to conquer the catwalks. I'm 5'11" and my girlfriend is 5'10", all the time I just feel like a manlet, I'll never be enough, she cheated on me and I went back, is the problem her? Is the problem me? Is the answer the pill, is the answer the rope? I always come back to this site. This is me, and a small ascension.
