zuku
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I'm 18 now and i was 16 when i first gambled on a csgo gambling site
So far i've EASILY deposited 5000โฌ on gambling sites since the beginning of my journey.
But I am in technical profit of 500โฌ (I don't have the 5500โฌ but i made profit and spent it elsewhere).
At first it was 5โฌ deposits through paypal, then 10, 15 but like once or twice a month
couple months ago i've had days where i lost 500 bucks and I couldn't care less (I never had a job
)
Once, i deposited my entire capital but i did very easy low risk shit just to earn like 50 bucks to buy a certain counter strike skin, but now I am depositing less and less when I gamble.
Is it that bad ? I will NEVER go in debt to gamble, and I can restrain myself, really. But after a couple 2 weeks, I will just feel like gambling, you know, I just love the dopamine, and I love that I can win huge with just a bit of luck (I literally do the most profitable game gambling has ever created)
And the THING is, I REALLY, REALLY win BIG OFTEN.
That maybe the reason why I love it so much.
Am I considered addicted ? I really lack realization for things in my life, and spending money is one of them. I could loose 300 bucks in one night on gambling with just a bit of frustration, but I could never like spend 300 that much easily on clothes, or other expensive shit.
*one of the 4/5 plateforms i've gambled on, 1 euro = 1.45 gems (The one I gambled the most on)
So far i've EASILY deposited 5000โฌ on gambling sites since the beginning of my journey.
But I am in technical profit of 500โฌ (I don't have the 5500โฌ but i made profit and spent it elsewhere).
At first it was 5โฌ deposits through paypal, then 10, 15 but like once or twice a month
couple months ago i've had days where i lost 500 bucks and I couldn't care less (I never had a job
)Once, i deposited my entire capital but i did very easy low risk shit just to earn like 50 bucks to buy a certain counter strike skin, but now I am depositing less and less when I gamble.
Is it that bad ? I will NEVER go in debt to gamble, and I can restrain myself, really. But after a couple 2 weeks, I will just feel like gambling, you know, I just love the dopamine, and I love that I can win huge with just a bit of luck (I literally do the most profitable game gambling has ever created)
And the THING is, I REALLY, REALLY win BIG OFTEN.
That maybe the reason why I love it so much.
Am I considered addicted ? I really lack realization for things in my life, and spending money is one of them. I could loose 300 bucks in one night on gambling with just a bit of frustration, but I could never like spend 300 that much easily on clothes, or other expensive shit.
*one of the 4/5 plateforms i've gambled on, 1 euro = 1.45 gems (The one I gambled the most on)
