Whatever
Continuous drift
- Joined
- Jul 12, 2019
- Posts
- 2,014
- Reputation
- 3,455
So I’m in the process of getting a rhinoplasty for my triply deformed nose (bifid-boxy tip, deviated septum, dorsal hump). This morning I went to an ENT (ear, nose, throat) doctor to see if insurance can help pay for it.
As he was looking at my nose he commented how my left cheekbone and jaw are more prominent. It’s funny because this is the exact thing that sent me down the face and black pill rabbit hole over 6 years ago now, I became obsessed with the asymmetry. But no one at any point, not in real life or in pictures, ever commented on it, until now. And this was a doctor, not some black pilled surgeon.
I remember around 2019 looking into one of those trapezoidal mirrors at a department store and thinking my only facial flaw that’s that noticeable is the asymmetry. But partially because nothing can be done about it, it doesn’t bother me anymore. Now I can’t even catch my reflection or shadow without the fucking bifid tip screaming at me, I need it off my face asap.
As he was looking at my nose he commented how my left cheekbone and jaw are more prominent. It’s funny because this is the exact thing that sent me down the face and black pill rabbit hole over 6 years ago now, I became obsessed with the asymmetry. But no one at any point, not in real life or in pictures, ever commented on it, until now. And this was a doctor, not some black pilled surgeon.
I remember around 2019 looking into one of those trapezoidal mirrors at a department store and thinking my only facial flaw that’s that noticeable is the asymmetry. But partially because nothing can be done about it, it doesn’t bother me anymore. Now I can’t even catch my reflection or shadow without the fucking bifid tip screaming at me, I need it off my face asap.