Documenting EVERY unquestionably clear & undisputed IOI I've ever received

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These aren't the typical IOIs schizos here post a thread: 'muh muh HTB sat next to me on a crowded bus' :soy:

I'm a religiouscel, grown up gender segregated, rotter and very high inhib. So my chances of receiving an IOI are very low, nearly all of these happened in school/uni.

  • At 14 years old, femcel curry randomly staring at me and smiling when I catch her looking at me. After I caught her a few time she started talking to me
  • At 15 years old, MTB curry takes my pen in class and says I can only have it back if I kiss her. I laughed it off and walk away like a retard.
  • At 15 years old, school trip during bus ride. Probably the HOTTEST girl in the year group. She is sat behind me. Plays with my hair a few times and gives me small pokes, even when her friend asks why are you touching his hair. I look back and give a blank expression and then she does it again 5 mins later.
  • At 15 years old in Bangladesh. Surprisingly an MTB girl. She sits next to me, puts hands on my knee when talking to me, and makes food for me. She wanted to passportmaxxx clearly.
  • At 17 years old, Russian FOB low inhib girl. We're sat in a group of three and she asks the other guy and points to me and says 'isnt he cute?' in front of me. The other guy says 'I can't judge', I give a forced awkward smile say thanks and change the subject :forcedsmile:
  • At 18 years old. In a drunk scenario at a house party in my first year MTB girl get chatty with me, sits on my lap, we do the deed later on in the day.
  • 19 years old first (and last) time I went to a club. A overweight LTB girl I hadn't seen in a year constantly says 'you look fit' and tries to dance with me. I do some awkward moves and go hang around with someone else away from her.
  • Same house party scenario later in the year, this time with Persian fob but I thought she could be marriage material and I also do the deed. Broke up with her. I gave up degenerate life and never attended a party or club again at 19 years old.
  • Full time rotter and loner mode begins here. I spend most days holed up.
  • 22 years old, I meet a LTB Japanese girl on way home via a mutual friend. He leaves and she walks with me the wrong way. I tell her to walk the other way, she ignores / larps it's the right way. I stop and point her to correct direction and she finally walks the other way. Never saw again.
  • 23 years old last day of uni pretty much. About to meet my dissertation supervisor, talking with an MTB Japanese classmate, before she leaves asks for my socials. I say I have no insta, FB or snap. Never saw again.
  • 24 years old work scenario in temp job. Half black, half Polish girl always sits next to me and makes convo with me. This seems basic but she wanted the D and her contract was suspended, another girl she was in contact with apparently told me she asked if I'm still there.
  • 27 years old. I walk into an unlocked shower room in the gym and see butt naked LTB girl getting changed I can tell she was about to leave as room was steamy. I apologize go into another room and take 20 min shower. She waits outside for me the whole time. I leave the room see her and apologize again and run before I can make small talk.
No clear IOIs other than these and no surprise most were during school/uni. Ever since I've mainly been rotter and never put myself out there. I'm basically in prison.

Happy to take questions.

Tagging those who may relate:
@flippasav @positivecoper @Hardrada @Preston
@Abhorrence @TRUE_CEL @Xangsane @JohnDoe @soldier_puzzle662 @Krakowski
 
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op you will never represent a young girls erotic dream. you will never be wanted. girls will never look sexually at you.
no girl will touch herself at night over you. you will never be loved, valued or care about at all.
 
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op you will never represent a young girls erotic dream. you will never be wanted. girls will never look sexually at you.
no girl will touch herself at night over you. you will never be loved, valued or care about at all.
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Do you you think if you interacted with more women you would have gotten more IOIs or are you one of those who believes a foid sees you as a romantic prospect or not within seconds of meeting you.
 
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op you will never represent a young girls erotic dream. you will never be wanted. girls will never look sexually at you.
no girl will touch herself at night over you. you will never be loved, valued or care about at all.
You've got no life nigga. You can keep getting a cortisol spike over those reacts graycel may give but just shows how pathetic you are given 99% of your posts are copypasta. GTFO here
 
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You've got no life nigga. You can keep getting a cortisol spike over those reacts graycel may give but just shows how pathetic you are given 99% of your posts are copypasta. GTFO here
neet incel, who projecting his failures
the forum really went down
 
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neet incel, who projecting his failures
the forum really went down
 
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Do you you think if you interacted with more women you would have gotten more IOIs or are you one of those who believes a foid makes the decides to see you as a romantic prospect within seconds of meeting you.
I definitely would have had more IOIs if I interacted. Not just any interaction but in the RIGHT circumstances. It's not surprise I lost my V to girls I met at a house party and they were drunk. In the UK if you don't drink you are 99% likely going to be an outcast. It's the only thing people look forward to and talk about in their spare time. Everyone is so low inhib after drinking. I just had a short degenerate period and gave up that lifestyle. Not only that look at how those IOIs never translated into anything. Because I'm very high inhib when it comes to opposite gender.

I know I'm a mentalcel and rotter. This is why I tell guys 8-10 years younger than me not to rot here. It's over after education and being 9-5.
 
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i too had some chances but i ruined them
now it doesnt even matter if a girl makes a move on me bcuz of my severe depression im unable feel anything
 
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jfl currycel. you're not the sharpest knife on the table, innit. i see no white man longer replies to your posts so you sticked to your own kind

little you know this sodomite will not provide you with a white woman in India
 
i too had some chances but i ruined them
now it doesnt even matter if a girl makes a move on me bcuz of my severe depression im unable feel anything
But you're depressed over nothing. You still have a chance. When these chances were presented to me Id run away.

I'm less high inhib now. But If a girl makes a move on me I know she's a used up whore or settling for me.
 
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jfl currycel. you're not the sharpest knife on the table, innit. i see no white man longer replies to your posts so you sticked to your own kind
Out of respect for OP's thread. I'll just end this argument here. Count yourself lucky I didn't verbally rape you in the replies like I did last time hahaha. Go back to shit posting dawg. πŸ₯Ά
 
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Top kek you remember all that shit
 
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Top kek you remember all that shit
Ikr Chad gets it all the time.

I think I definitely forgot some. But these are very clear and sometimes awkward encounters hence why I remember.
 
Out of respect for OP's thread. I'll just end this argument here. Count yourself lucky I didn't verbally rape you in the replies like I did last time hahaha. Go back to shit posting dawg. πŸ₯Ά
the only thing you rape was a goat in north Calcutta.
you're the one who gets involved in things he knows nothing about
 
These aren't the typical IOIs schizos here post a thread: 'muh muh HTB sat next to me on a crowded bus' :soy:

I'm a religiouscel, grown up gender segregated, rotter and very high inhib. So my chances of receiving an IOI are very low, nearly all of these happened in school/uni.

  • At 14 years old, femcel curry randomly staring at me and smiling when I catch her looking at me. After I caught her a few time she started talking to me
  • At 15 years old, MTB curry takes my pen in class and says I can only have it back if I kiss her. I laughed it off and walk away like a retard.
  • At 15 years old, school trip during bus ride. Probably the HOTTEST girl in the year group. She is sat behind me. Plays with my hair a few times and gives me small pokes, even when her friend asks why are you touching his hair. I look back and give a blank expression and then she does it again 5 mins later.
  • At 15 years old in Bangladesh. Surprisingly an MTB girl. She sits next to me, puts hands on my knee when talking to me, and makes food for me. She wanted to passportmaxxx clearly.
  • At 17 years old, Russian FOB low inhib girl. We're sat in a group of three and she asks the other guy and points to me and says 'isnt he cute?' in front of me. The other guy says 'I can't judge', I give a forced awkward smile say thanks and change the subject :forcedsmile:
  • At 18 years old. In a drunk scenario at a house party in my first year MTB girl get chatty with me, sits on my lap, we do the deed later on in the day.
  • 19 years old first (and last) time I went to a club. A overweight LTB girl I hadn't seen in a year constantly says 'you look fit' and tries to dance with me. I do some awkward moves and go hang around with someone else away from her.
  • Same house party scenario later in the year, this time with Persian fob but I thought she could be marriage material and I also do the deed. Broke up with her. I gave up degenerate life and never attended a party or club again at 19 years old.
  • Full time rotter and loner mode begins here. I spend most days holed up.
  • 22 years old, I meet a LTB Japanese girl on way home via a mutual friend. He leaves and she walks with me the wrong way. I tell her to walk the other way, she ignores / larps it's the right way. I stop and point her to correct direction and she finally walks the other way. Never saw again.
  • 23 years old last day of uni pretty much. About to meet my dissertation supervisor, talking with an MTB Japanese classmate, before she leaves asks for my socials. I say I have no insta, FB or snap. Never saw again.
  • 24 years old work scenario in temp job. Half black, half Polish girl always sits next to me and makes convo with me. This seems basic but she wanted the D and her contract was suspended, another girl she was in contact with apparently told me she asked if I'm still there.
  • 27 years old. I walk into an unlocked shower room in the gym and see butt naked LTB girl getting changed I can tell she was about to leave as room was steamy. I apologize go into another room and take 20 min shower. She waits outside for me the whole time. I leave the room see her and apologize again and run before I can make small talk.
No clear IOIs other than these and no surprise most were during school/uni. Ever since I've mainly been rotter and never put myself out there. I'm basically in prison.

Happy to take questions.

Tagging those who may relate:
@flippasav @positivecoper @Hardrada @Preston
@Abhorrence @TRUE_CEL @Xangsane @JohnDoe @soldier_puzzle662 @Krakowski
Fucking brutal
 
Ikr Chad gets it all the time.

I think I definitely forgot some. But these are very clear and sometimes awkward encounters hence why I remember.
Ehh, it's all good G. I had a taste of what chad experiences due to escorts. I fucked like 50+ escorts, and I don't remember any of them kek. I'm sure Chad feels the same way after awhile.
 
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Keep writing essays you abused dog son of a bitch, no soul cares.
 
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Just slay once and get it over with
 
he is not incel.
youre more naive than that currycel,
sure a man who spends his time writing about Islam take over of the west while neeting is not incel. read his threads before picking some random larp.

and incel doesn't mean virgin, you should know that
 
I didn't fully read but it looks like you had no chance with white girls from the beginning but i had chances with 2-3 decent white girls.Sadly i missed my chances and now i became a fucking truecel
 
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and incel doesn't mean virgin, you should know that
he said he coomed in that pussy.

you coom in pussy = = you are not an incel.

why are you complicating things.
 
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he said he coomed in that pussy.

you coom in pussy = = you are not an incel.

why are you complicating things.
braindead
but hey again every your thread is about BBC overlords so get it
 
Just slay once and get it over with
I have never wanted to 'slay' I've always wanted marriage. That's the reason I never pursued women and established LTR. Even though I committed zina morals were still in my head.

I only had sex because I was thinking with my dick.

I didn't fully read but it looks like you had no chance with white girls from the beginning but i had chances with 2-3 decent white girls.Sadly i missed my chances and now i became a fucking truecel
Some of those were white. Including the white MTB I lost virginity to. Some have rated her HTB but I don't like white girls anyway.

Unless you're a rotter who spends 99% of time at home you haven't missed chances. I'm oldcel 90% of people my age are in relationships.
 
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I have never wanted to 'slay' I've always wanted marriage. That's the reason I never pursued women and established LTR. Even though I committed zina morals were still in my head.

I only had sex because I was thinking with my dick.


Some of those were white. Including the white MTB I lost virginity to. Some have rated her HTB but I don't like white girls anyway.

Unless you're a rotter who spends 99% of time at home you haven't missed chances. I'm oldcel 90% of people my age are in relationships.
That’s good are you a 30 yr old virgin? I am 18 and I don’t want to lose virginity before marriage or get married before 25 or that would be embarrassing because it’s seen as too young
 
That’s good are you a 30 yr old virgin? I am 18 and I don’t want to lose virginity before marriage or get married before 25 or that would be embarrassing
Did you read my thread, no I'm not virgin. I'm 28 btw.

But honestly the short nature of those two relationships where I had sex was akin to a high school fling. I feel KHHV for sure.
 
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That’s good are you a 30 yr old virgin? I am 18 and I don’t want to lose virginity before marriage or get married before 25 or that would be embarrassing because it’s seen as too young
18 is too late bra.Go to escorts i lost my virginity to a curry escort at 16
Some of those were white. Including the white MTB I lost virginity to. Some have rated her HTB but I don't like white girls anyway.

Unless you're a rotter who spends 99% of time at home you haven't missed chances. I'm oldcel 90% of people my age are in relationships.
Once in a lifetime ha ? Your lucky i guess but yeah no LTR=depression.We all need LTR at some point
 
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That’s good are you a 30 yr old virgin? I am 18 and I don’t want to lose virginity before marriage or get married before 25 or that would be embarrassing because it’s seen as too young
Get married when you can, the earlier the better
 
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Did you read my thread, no I'm not virgin. I'm 28 btw.

But honestly the short nature of those two relationships where I had sex was akin to a high school fling. I feel KHHV for sure.
Nice trigger/tease thing damn

It didn’t mention u fucking tho jfl

I might be retarded but show me the bit where it says that? Also what age?
 
Nice trigger/tease thing damn

It didn’t mention u fucking tho jfl

I might be retarded but show me the bit where it says that? Also what age?
At 18/19 years old I said I do the deed. What do you think that meant?

In real life I actually do tell ppl I'm virgin and people already know it I think.
 
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What's your height and race op
 
Thing is rules are lot different now. It was so much easier then, now its lot harder. I've seen ppl who acted like slayer now becoming a lot more "realistic"/"desperate". They cannot keep up the image like b4 anymore.

I think it was 2011 thing, i had v distant manlet weak looking cousin. He just talked to some girl and they got together just cuz they talked. Now he is struggling to get girl to get married to. Simps hard too from what i hear.
 
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Do u plan on staying unmarried now
 
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As a fellow Londoncel, I've been reading your threads for a while now.

Do you plan on getting married soon or are you coping with mena fantasy?

You should careermax and just call it a day with a light asian girl tbh
 
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As a fellow Londoncel, I've been reading your threads for a while now.

Do you plan on getting married soon or are you coping with mena fantasy?

You should careermax and just call it a day with a light asian girl tbh
Thank you bhai. I think if I hit 30 I may accept arranged marriage. But that would be pathetic of me given I've always told my parents I'm never going to have one.

I'm not doing bad for a curry. I know this because I've experimented with lots and asked for feedback and I can say with confidence my results are definitely above average. Even when I ran ascendedd experiment (who is objectively top 1% at least) he got similar results just more matches but no HTB (except one) returned his like. The problem is for me that flag in my bio prevents me from matching with MENA. I have no doubt IRL and larping something else I'd do fine. Get this: I can get top 5% Bengalis but not even bottom 10% MENA. Makes no sense. But trying to understand this like a science is pointless.

I'm already careermaxxed. I'm in better situation than most my age. I really don't know what I'm going to do...
 
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Thank you bhai. I think if I hit 30 I may accept arranged marriage. But that would be pathetic of me given I've always told my parents I'm never going to have one.

I'm not doing bad for a curry. I know this because I've experimented with lots and asked for feedback and I can say with confidence my results are definitely above average. Even when I ran ascendedd experiment (who is objectively top 1% at least) he got similar results just more matches but no HTB (except one) returned his like. The problem is for me that flag in my bio prevents me from matching with MENA. I have no doubt IRL and larping something else I'd do fine. Get this: I can get top 5% Bengalis but not even bottom 10% MENA. Makes no sense. But trying to understand this like a science is pointless.

I'm already careermaxxed. I'm in better situation than most my age. I really don't know what I'm going to do...
The truth is as a NA, most menas are racist to the core and will be seen as a failure if they're with anyone else outside of mena besides white.

Some asians can pass for mena, but how long can you keep up the larp before it becomes exhausting? Even worse, she may even find out herself and accuse you of something. Or maybe you might not pass as well as you think you do and they can sniff you out, which explains the bottom 10% results? I don't know. Can't say, because I dont know what you look like.

Honestly, there's nothing better than coming home on a cold evening to your wife's warm touch. Especially in this country's climate. Get married to the best you can get and that's it. Your options won't change from now to early 30s and beyond unless you become wealthmaxxed.
 
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