Does anyone ever want something bad to happen

[yoyoyo123123]

Does anyone ever want something bad to happen just so you get an excuse to be mad and have an excuse to not have to perform for your friends when they make jokes that don't actually make you laugh but you still do to seem normal, and shit like that, since I was young i always wished soemthing bad would happen to me or someone close I don't know why, but I really think its jsut so I could have an excuse to show who I really am bc I hate a lot of people at school , some people are so childish and so annoying like i wish I could jsut act unbothered and tell people what i really think but they won't think much of it because I have the excuse that soemthing bad happened and they'll jsut think that's the reason, also and excuse to be mad at people

 

[Zenis]

Does anyone ever want something bad to happen just so you get an excuse to be mad and have an excuse to not have to perform for your friends when they make jokes that don't actually make you laugh but you still do to seem normal, and shit like that, since I was young i always wished soemthing bad would happen to me or someone close I don't know why, but I really think its jsut so I could have an excuse to show who I really am bc I hate a lot of people at school , some people are so childish and so annoying like i wish I could jsut act unbothered and tell people what i really think but they won't think much of it because I have the excuse that soemthing bad happened and they'll jsut think that's the reason, also and excuse to be mad at people

your just waiting for an exuse to implode, many people do. mostly lonely men

 

[rawr]

i mean my mom is always waiting for something bad to happen whether it be minor or major so she can yell all day jfl

 

[yoyoyo123123]

i mean my mom is always waiting for something bad to happen whether it be minor or major so she can yell all day jfl

Literally what i want to do and jsut like have an excuse to be mad or not care

 

[rawr]

Literally what i want to do and jsut like have an excuse to be mad or not care

you shouldn't wanna be like that
i hate my mom

 

[yoyoyo123123]

you shouldn't wanna be like that
i hate my mom

Well I don't wanna be like that I want to ig implode as the other guy said ig, I'm jsut tired