Doing a full blood profile

[Deleted member 32529]

Kinda nervous.

If my test is low then Ive fucked up my development by not injecting

If its high then I am full blown mentalcel cus Im bipolar and depressed af atm

 

[Deleted member 18582]

I faint whenever i have my blood drawn

 

[sasukeisgorgeous]

I faint whenever i have my blood drawn

same. its fucking wild. i have to try my fucking absolute hardest to look away from it and not think of it as its being drawn.

i faint, then when i eventually wake up again i feel the worst feeling of sharp depression for a couple of minutes. its the weirdest thing.

 

[Deleted member 32529]

I faint whenever i have my blood drawn

loll i meant for the results
I injected peptides a few weeks ago

 

[Deleted member 18582]

same. its fucking wild. i have to try my fucking absolute hardest to look away from it and not think of it as its being drawn.

i faint, then when i eventually wake up again i feel the worst feeling of sharp depression for a couple of minutes. its the weirdest thing.

it happened 3 times in a row and it's always afterwards.
The first time it happened as it was being drawn
The other two times, it was like 10 minutes after I was done, and I fainted as I was leaving the hospital jfl.
Although I feel very rejuvenated after regaining consciousness for some reason

I also fainted after I got shitfucked by a barber in may. I wrote a piece on it.

I had fluffy permed tiktok hair that looked really thick all over especially the front. I have natural nw2.5 hairline since childhood albeit still very dense all around, so when I first got this hair 1.5-2 years ago it was a lifesaver. And i just wanted some off the sides. I thought we were on the same page but he starts saying shit like "most guys like a more square hair shape, its more masculine," and how "it looks like you have an afro." It did not look like an afro. He probably just thinks if its not thin, dead, and ugly as fuck its not "masculine." Then he jumps off it like a rabid dog with his scissors, as if he's mowing his lawn, then bulldozes it with the thinning scissors. And he was being so cringe and Italian about it, like being theatrical with the movements like he was fencing or some shit. He literally left me looking like i had massive diffuse thinning; I could literally count the hairs remaining on the "U" at the front of my hairline that is otherwise very thick. Was he literally thinking he did a good job as he combed that pathetic U shit when he was done? Utterly unsalvageable, I had to go home and buzz my head.

My hair was the only thing that made me a htn and now i have to be a fucking subhuman again for 6 months minimum because my forehead and hairline is shit tier. And this was after I got similarly fucked in January, by some idiot ass barber who for some reason only cut the FRONT of my hair unusually short but left the rest of the top very long. At least that time it was not quite as bad, it only took 4 months before I was presentable in public, but this time it will be more like 1.5 years since I'm starting from a buzz cut and then getting a hair transplant in September when I'll have to buzz again. But JFL after that first shit haircut and I was waiting so excitedly to be presentable again, then getting my perm again and everything, ONLY to be hopelessly mutilated by another dipshit

I have never been more furious in my life, it's one of the things I am UNABLE to get over, and what pisses me off more is that they will be "Oh, it looks good," and then the receptionist will be like "Nice haircut, looks great," and then you show your friends and they'll be like "Love the new cut bro," and a friend is like "Mirin the buzzcut, you look like Justin Timberlake" and say if you asked a friend to show a pic of you to a girl they'll be like "Oh, he's alright." You hear all this, then turn around and find nobody wants to fuck you, you look like an absolute oofy doofy cuck pedophile. So insane how my hair changed everything, I went from rando women buying my wine at wine bars in the airport to having people come hookup with me but then leave when they see how I look lmfao. So much toxic positivity and bullshit gaslighting because everyone is insecure and wants you to fail, I think subconsciously them telling everyone they always look great is a kind of subconscious way of them telling themself they will always look great, everyone must always look great because that's part of the collective fantasy to ensure uglies don't get too insecure.

TLDR Barbers are the scum of the Earth who wield more power than God even though they serve nobody but Satan. Cringe bluepilled loser cucks having the power to dictate the entire livelihoods of their clients, unconsciously projecting their insecurities onto all their patients to make them look like shit. Honestly in the future the SECOND I sense that the barber has no idea what I want, I am getting out of the chair and leaving. I should have darted out the door the SECOND he was going on about muhhh masculine. I am not letting Satan incarnate touch me

 

[Deleted member 18879]

same. its fucking wild. i have to try my fucking absolute hardest to look away from it and not think of it as its being drawn.

i faint, then when i eventually wake up again i feel the worst feeling of sharp depression for a couple of minutes. its the weirdest thing.

i stare at it as its being drawn but im scared of girls

 

[Mrinfinityx]

Kinda nervous.

If my test is low then Ive fucked up my development by not injecting

If its high then I am full blown mentalcel cus Im bipolar and depressed af atm

Dude forgot the whole ass androgen receptors factor that make all the difference

 

[WeiWei]

You can increase test naturally by taking BBC/BWC

 

[Deleted member 32529]

Dude forgot the whole ass androgen receptors factor that make all the difference

explain im not great on androgens tbh

 

[Mrinfinityx]

If ur cock is below average then there must be chances of stunting because it is the main growth factor that relate to DHT with the most concentration of androgen receptors

 

[Deleted member 32529]

If ur cock is below average then there must be chances of stunting because it is the main growth factor that relate to DHT with the most concentration of androgen receptors

6.3x5.2 or smth curved tho so the actual length along the shaft like 6.5

 

[Deleted member 32529]

i think i fucked up my brains androgen receptors from chronic fapping

this is my physique (pre gym to now) so it cant be critically low?

 

[Deleted member 32529]

but i act like a little bitch, or atleast I have mood swings from being low inhib jock behaviour to like soppy pool noodle

 

[Mrinfinityx]

explain im not great on androgens tbh

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4810760/

By instance if u take exogenous testosterone u will build overtime a tolerance like for insulin in diabetic type 2 patients causing hypogonadism so shrinking of testicles by the fact than ur endogen production is no longer needed and that ur body express that tendency to be or stay at the minimum level of energy consumption for survival purposes (a natural tendance in all sciences beginning from the atom schedule) and also a desensitivization of the androgen receptors by that constant and rich amount of testosterone signalling (when an alert is set to many times u will begin over time to ignore it, aswell when u text to much someone u will get ghosted overtime and their potential response will be low energy value)

Principle of minimum energy - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[Deleted member 32529]

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4810760/

By instance if u take exogenous testosterone u will build overtime a tolerance like for insulin in diabetic type 2 patients causing hypogonadism so shrinking of testicles by the fact than ur endogen production is no longer needed and that ur body express that tendency to be or stay at the minimum level of energy consumption for survival purposes (a natural tendance in all sciences beginning from the atom schedule) and also a desensitivization of the androgen receptors by that constant and rich amount of testosterone signalling (when an alert is set to many times u will begin over time to ignore it, aswell when u text to much someone u will get ghosted overtime and their potential response will be low energy value)

Principle of minimum energy - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

yes i understand this but why would that matter for me, a natural

 

[awesomemc101]

same. its fucking wild. i have to try my fucking absolute hardest to look away from it and not think of it as its being drawn.

i faint, then when i eventually wake up again i feel the worst feeling of sharp depression for a couple of minutes. its the weirdest thing.

I faint whenever i have my blood drawn

lol i used to have the same shit happen to me
i fixed it by just going on my phone and scrolling tiktok/insta/snap while looking in the other direction of my arm

it isn't as awkward as you'd think it would be, the person won't gaf and it helped me, esp since i used to get marked as having low blood pressure cuz i would nearly faint.

 

[Mrinfinityx]

i think i fucked up my brains androgen receptors from chronic fapping

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this is my physique (pre gym to now) so it cant be critically low?

If it is ur natural physic after beginning a gym journey or even before (considering u was full sedentary until that) u cant be low t or low receptors t because ur base is already beyond the average

 

[Deleted member 18582]

lol i used to have the same shit happen to me
i fixed it by just going on my phone and scrolling tiktok/insta/snap while looking in the other direction of my arm

it isn't as awkward as you'd think it would be, the person won't gaf and it helped me, esp since i used to get marked as having low blood pressure cuz i would nearly faint.

Yeah I always tell them now and they put me on my back and use a fan. one time i was starting to go out but this stopped it

but what gets me is I'm not even thinking about it
Like it will be 5-10 minutes after im done and then i faint walking out of the hospital last time i found a chair as i was walking out, feeling woozy, i collapsed on the ground and they brought me up to emergency room cuz they didn't even know i had just got my blood drawn

 

[Deleted member 32529]

If it is ur natural physic after beginning a gym journey or even before u cant be low t or low receptors t because ur base is already beyond the average

The first was after losing weight and doing pushups/ab workouts. I was 15

The second is now, after 2 years of hardcore gymcelling

 

[Deleted member 32529]

@Mrinfinityx

If my T is fine then what do you think is the explanation for recent mood swings (like intense) depression and general cuck behavior

 

[awesomemc101]

Yeah I always tell them now and they put me on my back and use a fan. one time i was starting to go out but this stopped it

but what gets me is I'm not even thinking about it
Like it will be 5-10 minutes after im done and then i faint walking out of the hospital last time i found a chair as i was walking out, feeling woozy, i collapsed on the ground and they brought me up to emergency room cuz they didn't even know i had just got my blood drawn

damn, i always blast music with airpods as im leaving + i always sit for a few minutes after and drink water. if i'm feeling super weak i'll bring my knees to my chest and put my head between them for a min. sucks but part of life ig. i used to be embarrassed to do all of that but i realized all the doctors see worse everyday and don't judge lmao

 

[Mrinfinityx]

The first was after losing weight and doing pushups/ab workouts. I was 15

The second is now, after 2 years of hardcore gymcelling

Good level of hypertrophy for that type of exercises that have a limited level of hypertrophy inducing (ur weight is the cap) so i will be pretty optimistic on ur t or receptors t levels, look the average zoomer frame that is considered the norm of male level of dismorphism today

 

[Deleted member 18582]

damn, i always blast music with airpods as im leaving + i always sit for a few minutes after and drink water. if i'm feeling super weak i'll bring my knees to my chest and put my head between them for a min. sucks but part of life ig. i used to be embarrassed to do all of that but i realized all the doctors see worse everyday and don't judge lmao

yeah im not embarasssed by it, i was a little at the haircut plae. I have read this is apparently a thing though

Hair-grooming syncope - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

Although apparently for teenage girls not young men jfl

I was more annoyed by some of the people there saying like "no need to feel embarassed," and im thinking "well im not, but do you want me to be or something?" im embarassed by my new shit haircut, not the fact i fainted

 

[Deleted member 32529]

Good level of hypertrophy for that type of exercises that have a limited level of hypertrophy inducing (ur weight is the cap) so i will be pretty optimistic on ur t or receptors t levels, look the average zoomer frame that is considered the norm of male level of dismorphism today

Yea my face isn't that dimorphic but thats probably cus in recessed (posture/orthodontics) rather than hormones as my face is wide, i got good amount of body hair and i weigh 100kg

 

[BloodClot]

i think i fucked up my brains androgen receptors from chronic fapping

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this is my physique (pre gym to now) so it cant be critically low?

No way that was your physique before lifting. You are high T

 

[Mrinfinityx]

@Mrinfinityx

If my T is fine then what do you think is the explanation for recent mood swings (like intense) depression and general cuck behavior

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666497621000187

All type of hormonal imbalances (hypo or hyper or others factors) are a potential physiological explanation for depression if if u dont have cerebral specificities like autism spectrum disorders, hypersensitivity or HPI cerebral pathway

 

[Deleted member 32529]

No way that was your physique before lifting. You are high T

Emphasis on 'lifting" i did some calisthenics stuff

 

[Deleted member 32529]

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666497621000187

All type of hormonal imbalances (hypo or hyper or others factors) are a potential physiological explanation for depression if if u dont have cerebral specificities like autism spectrum disorders, hypersensitivity or HPI cerebral pathway

I theorise that my estrogen is high and dopamine receptors are fried

 

[BloodClot]

Emphasis on 'lifting" i did some calisthenics stuff

for how long?

 

[Deleted member 32529]

for how long?

Like 3 months before the first photo

 

[Mrinfinityx]

I theorise that my estrogen is high and dopamine receptors are fried

All type of addictions or compulsive disorders like porn or video games can lead to depression when reaching a sevrage phase (like all type of hard drugs) but most importantly create a chronic desensitization of dopamine receptors leading to chronic depression by the facts that the amount of dopamine released during these practices is unnatural to ur brain evolutionary genetic and epigenetic tolerance (like injecting for bodybuilders), to recover for that u will need many years (probably like for an old alcoholic or smoker)

 

[Deleted member 32529]

All type of addictions or compulsive disorders like porn or video games can lead to depression when reaching a sevrage phase (like all type of hard drugs) but most importantly create a chronic desensitization of dopamine receptors leading to chronic depression by the facts that the amount of dopamine released during these practices is unatural to ur brain evolutionary tolerance (like injecting for bodybuilders), to recover for that u will need many years probably like for an old alcoholic or smoker

mm the way it happened for me was i spent the first 6 months of the year studying HARD for school and music exams and i got really burnt out

Then i spent most of summer basically with complete instant gratification apart from gym and now I can hardly read a page before zoning out

I start uni in 3 weeks too

What do you suggest?

 

[Banasura]

only blood chart that truly matters.

 

[Deleted member 32529]

only blood chart that truly matters.
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What the cope

Most of the most influential peoples blood type is completely unknown

Most influential people did not come from bloodlines full of people of the same caliber

 

[Banasura]

What the cope

Most of the most influential peoples blood type is completely unknown

Most influential people did not come from bloodlines full of people of the same caliber

stay mad Ocel

 

[Mrinfinityx]

mm the way it happened for me was i spent the first 6 months of the year studying HARD for school and music exams and i got really burnt out

Then i spent most of summer basically with complete instant gratification apart from gym and now I can hardly read a page before zoning out

I start uni in 3 weeks too

What do you suggest?

It looks like shorts Titktok be like syndrome, overtime it will decrease ur attention span by this building dopamine tolerance in ur brain that always seek more and more and faster to be fulfilled

The only thing u can do is eliminate some habits like social medias or porn or addictive video games for the long run, the only downside to it is that u will be feeling depressed with a messed up sleep quality with a potential temporary insomnia so i recommend taking Melatonin in the lowest dosage range (less than 1mg) to assure the deep sleep patterns that would make wonders in the long term to COPE the losses and during the day listening musics, seeing bright lights, some high intensity but short duration physical activities enough to feel sweating and temporary hyperventilation to help u fall asleep at the bedtime moment because of the fact that this energy consumption and this cortisol/adrenaline release activities during the day are necessary signals to reach the tired state and falling asleep pattern at bedtime

 

[DR. NICKGA]

Kinda nervous.

If my test is low then Ive fucked up my development by not injecting

If its high then I am full blown mentalcel cus Im bipolar and depressed af atm

high T also stunt growth brah

 

[Deleted member 32529]

high T also stunt growth brah

Yea but its too late for me anyway as im 19

It depends on whether you aromatise that T tho

Thats why "macho" men with high T traits tend to be 5'9~

 

[DR. NICKGA]

Thats why "macho" men with high T traits tend to be 5'9~

i noticed that pattern also LOL high dht is better brah

 

[Deleted member 32529]

i noticed that pattern also LOL high dht is better brah

Na high T and low aromatisation

 

[sub5outsider]

ive tested mine more then 2 months ago and my test was close to 700 which is bad i will tested again in few weeks

 

[Deleted member 32529]

ive tested mine more then 2 months ago and my test was close to 700 which is bad i will tested again in few weeks

Its not that bad if its pre-doingthingtooptimise

 

[sasukeisgorgeous]

i stare at it as its being drawn but im scared of girls

youre not scared of girls. youre scared of their perception and value their opinion far too deeply. a womans validation is extremely important to your self worth.

beta tendencies. be better.