same. its fucking wild. i have to try my fucking absolute hardest to look away from it and not think of it as its being drawn.
loll i meant for the results
it happened 3 times in a row and it's always afterwards.
i stare at it as its being drawn but im scared of girls
Dude forgot the whole ass androgen receptors factor that make all the difference
explain im not great on androgens tbh
6.3x5.2 or smth curved tho so the actual length along the shaft like 6.5
www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
yes i understand this but why would that matter for me, a naturalAndrogen Receptor Structure, Function and Biology: From Bench to Bedside - PMC
The actions of androgens such as testosterone and dihydrotestosterone are mediated via the androgen receptor (AR), a ligand-dependent nuclear transcription factor and member of the steroid hormone nuclear receptor family. Given its widespread ...
By instance if u take exogenous testosterone u will build overtime a tolerance like for insulin in diabetic type 2 patients causing hypogonadism so shrinking of testicles by the fact than ur endogen production is no longer needed and that ur body express that tendency to be or stay at the minimum level of energy consumption for survival purposes (a natural tendance in all sciences beginning from the atom schedule) and also a desensitivization of the androgen receptors by that constant and rich amount of testosterone signalling (when an alert is set to many times u will begin over time to ignore it, aswell when u text to much someone u will get ghosted overtime and their potential response will be low energy value)
Principle of minimum energy - Wikipedia
en.wikipedia.org
lol i used to have the same shit happen to me
If it is ur natural physic after beginning a gym journey or even before (considering u was full sedentary until that) u cant be low t or low receptors t because ur base is already beyond the average
Yeah I always tell them now and they put me on my back and use a fan. one time i was starting to go out but this stopped it
The first was after losing weight and doing pushups/ab workouts. I was 15
damn, i always blast music with airpods as im leaving + i always sit for a few minutes after and drink water. if i'm feeling super weak i'll bring my knees to my chest and put my head between them for a min. sucks but part of life ig. i used to be embarrassed to do all of that but i realized all the doctors see worse everyday and don't judge lmao
Good level of hypertrophy for that type of exercises that have a limited level of hypertrophy inducing (ur weight is the cap) so i will be pretty optimistic on ur t or receptors t levels, look the average zoomer frame that is considered the norm of male level of dismorphism today
yeah im not embarasssed by it, i was a little at the haircut plae. I have read this is apparently a thing though
Yea my face isn't that dimorphic but thats probably cus in recessed (posture/orthodontics) rather than hormones as my face is wide, i got good amount of body hair and i weigh 100kg
No way that was your physique before lifting. You are high T
Emphasis on 'lifting" i did some calisthenics stuff
I theorise that my estrogen is high and dopamine receptors are fried
for how long?
Like 3 months before the first photo
All type of addictions or compulsive disorders like porn or video games can lead to depression when reaching a sevrage phase (like all type of hard drugs) but most importantly create a chronic desensitization of dopamine receptors leading to chronic depression by the facts that the amount of dopamine released during these practices is unnatural to ur brain evolutionary genetic and epigenetic tolerance (like injecting for bodybuilders), to recover for that u will need many years (probably like for an old alcoholic or smoker)
mm the way it happened for me was i spent the first 6 months of the year studying HARD for school and music exams and i got really burnt out 
What the cope
stay mad Ocel
It looks like shorts Titktok be like syndrome, overtime it will decrease ur attention span by this building dopamine tolerance in ur brain that always seek more and more and faster to be fulfilled
Then i spent most of summer basically with complete instant gratification apart from gym and now I can hardly read a page before zoning out
I start uni in 3 weeks too
What do you suggest?
high T also stunt growth brah
Yea but its too late for me anyway as im 19
i noticed that pattern also LOL high dht is better brah
Na high T and low aromatisation
Its not that bad if its pre-doingthingtooptimise
youre not scared of girls. youre scared of their perception and value their opinion far too deeply. a womans validation is extremely important to your self worth.
