don’t know if this is js happening to me

[MrBreadhead]

some days i’ll be completely nt
not even masking just completely acting myself
being social and everything
reading social cues naturally and everything
like a normal person

Then other days i’d be ND
being awkward as shit and not having any type of social skills
just plain out autistic
it’s like my nt vanishes

it’s weird asl

what is this even called??

 

[Node]

Called retardism

 

[Mr_Bombo_mogs]

Do you feel chronic shame?

 

[MrBreadhead]

Do you feel chronic shame?

alot

 

[Mr_Bombo_mogs]

alot

Then its executive dysfunction I had have the same