Dopamine desensitization

[Deleted member 27219]

I live like a total loser and I'm not happy with myself. I barely work, spend my free time on internet forums, jerk off twice a day, I have no goal in this human life or any motivation to continue living in this cucked society. I'm mentally unwell and anhedonic, poor health, sick and tired every day. I wanted to move to a mountain with flowing water. Build a shed there, hunt animals and farm my own food. That's my only real goal but I need money to get there and I'm not even sure of it. I need to somehow get the motivation to wageslave more, stop jerking off and feed myself better but my brain is too fried from dopaminergic activities to be able to do dehumanizing menial work and I'm not sure what to do about that. What steps do I take?

 

[Deleted member 15854]

I live like a total loser and I'm not happy with myself. I barely work, spend my free time on internet forums, jerk off twice a day, I have no goal in this human life or any motivation to continue living in this cucked society. I'm mentally unwell and anhedonic, poor health, sick and tired every day. I wanted to move to a mountain with flowing water. Build a shed there, hunt animals and farm my own food. That's my only real goal but I need money to get there and I'm not even sure of it. I need to somehow get the motivation to wageslave more, stop jerking off and feed myself better but my brain is too fried from dopaminergic activities to be able to do dehumanizing menial work and I'm not sure what to do about that. What steps do I take?

i agree and have considered similar pursuit myself ngl. u wouldnt need to wageslave much and just save a bit to make that a reality

 

[Deleted member 15854]

I live like a total loser and I'm not happy with myself. I barely work, spend my free time on internet forums, jerk off twice a day, I have no goal in this human life or any motivation to continue living in this cucked society. I'm mentally unwell and anhedonic, poor health, sick and tired every day. I wanted to move to a mountain with flowing water. Build a shed there, hunt animals and farm my own food. That's my only real goal but I need money to get there and I'm not even sure of it. I need to somehow get the motivation to wageslave more, stop jerking off and feed myself better but my brain is too fried from dopaminergic activities to be able to do dehumanizing menial work and I'm not sure what to do about that. What steps do I take?

lmk if u find good resources on how to forage, built shelter etc btw. i read some ragnar benson but think thats outdated

 

[Deleted member 27219]

lmk if u find good resources on how to forage, built shelter etc btw. i read some ragnar benson but think thats outdated

I have lots of stuff saved already just need to read through it. I'll zip up the good stuff and dm it over to you

 

[pardocel]

 

[StrangerDanger]

Have you considered taking stimulants? Do you have ADHD?

 

[Mr Test]

Get a job where you have to work with your hands mostly, like a carpenter

 

[Deleted member 27219]

Get a job where you have to work with your hands mostly, like a carpenter

I'm gonna work in warehouse, hopefully I make it alive

 

[Mr Test]

I'm gonna work in warehouse, hopefully I make it alive

Shitty job tbh, but maybe you are lucky and you will find Someone to hang out and drink some beer after work. Good luck

 

[Deleted member 27219]

lmk if u find good resources on how to forage, built shelter etc btw. i read some ragnar benson but think thats outdated

Kekd

 

[Deleted member 27219]

Kekd
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"Survival stuff. There are things unrelated and missing and some I dnr. Hopefully it's of some use

https://ufile.io/oadls2zf (sorry for using a shitty file service like this, I don't know of anything better)"

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Kekd
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ah ye lol fixed it and should work now