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Abhorrence
Lurker
From now on i won't browse off topic or check out new or trending threads instead I will write long ass threads about whatever is going through my head.
I need to recover dopamine receptors ASAP and focus on money and IQ if I get pulled back into dopamine traps like jewtube, chinktok ,
jewstagram or .org might as well put a bullet through my head:
I am also well aware I spam too much low effort posts and I'm tired of doing that I don't want to be seen as some retard with 3 seconds attention span I want provide value and be respected, same goes for my real life, i am a dopamine junkie and it shows, constantly low energy and depressed, I seem so fucking depressed people talk to me out of pity.
I am tired of the persona I created I don't want to be this person even if nobody reads my essays I don't care because at least I am finally starting to put in effort to something instead of chasing 1 milisecond dopamine spikes.
I don't even know why I am writing all this but its making me feel better so I don't care if it gets 0'ed
From now on I will write long ass posts not 3 word ones with no flair fuck it, when you do shit like that you become addicted to reacts and thats the only reason you post
As I'm writing this thread im getting reacts but not going to click on them becaude I have to rewire my brain into putting in effort for dopamine
I need to recover dopamine receptors ASAP and focus on money and IQ if I get pulled back into dopamine traps like jewtube, chinktok ,
jewstagram or .org might as well put a bullet through my head:
I am also well aware I spam too much low effort posts and I'm tired of doing that I don't want to be seen as some retard with 3 seconds attention span I want provide value and be respected, same goes for my real life, i am a dopamine junkie and it shows, constantly low energy and depressed, I seem so fucking depressed people talk to me out of pity.
I am tired of the persona I created I don't want to be this person even if nobody reads my essays I don't care because at least I am finally starting to put in effort to something instead of chasing 1 milisecond dopamine spikes.
I don't even know why I am writing all this but its making me feel better so I don't care if it gets 0'ed
From now on I will write long ass posts not 3 word ones with no flair fuck it, when you do shit like that you become addicted to reacts and thats the only reason you post
As I'm writing this thread im getting reacts but not going to click on them becaude I have to rewire my brain into putting in effort for dopamine