Dreaming of My Itis—The Heart Has a Memory

[browncurrycel]

The last time I spoke to her was 2 years ago.
She wasn't necessarily the best looking girl in my class. I liked her more because she was one of the only girls that acknowledged my existence and genuinely understood me.
We would talk almost everyday in school. That would be the best moment of my day, bar-none.
This went on for 1.5 years, until my red/blue-pilled ass decided it would be time to ask her out.
Obviously got rejected. She excused herself saying that her parents would only want her to do an arranged marriage.
Spiraled into depression ever since. Had NOBODY to speak to in school for the remaining 6 months.
Few months into this, I found out that Chadpreet asked her out since he broke up with one of his girlfriends. She was swooning over him the next day in class.
Came home and tried to rope, but I couldn't get myself to go all the way.

She is in a college in Delhi now. There is ZERO chance she is still a virgin given I know how the dating culture works here. The thought of her losing her virginity to Chadpreet KILLS my soul.

Just had a dream with her yesterday. It was me and her speaking to each other in class, just like the good- old days. I couldn't remember what we were speaking about. All I remember was that I woke up with tears in my eyes.​

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Foids make up any excuse just to not date us. Look at what my oneitis in sophomore year of hs said and 2 days later she was caught sucking some white pretty boy in our old hs

 

[browncurrycel]

Foids make up any excuse just to not date us. Look at what my oneitis in sophomore year of hs said and 2 days later she was caught sucking some white pretty boy in our old hs

brutal. They project all thee trad values only onto us. They are only freaky for chads

 

[browncurrycel]

bump

 

[haramzada]

Foids make up any excuse just to not date us. Look at what my oneitis in sophomore year of hs said and 2 days later she was caught sucking some white pretty boy in our old hs

this shit is brutal nigga she did not give a fuck at all

 

[futureashtray]

Foids make up any excuse just to not date us. Look at what my oneitis in sophomore year of hs said and 2 days later she was caught sucking some white pretty boy in our old hs

when i don’t want to do chores i always make excuses

when im asked to do my homework but i don’t want to do it, I make excuses

if they make excuses it means something

if she truly liked you she would want you

That feeling of wanting something, maybe food or sleep

you will never be that to a girl. only chad knows what that feeling is

you will never be a carnal desire.

 

[LTNUser]

when i don’t want to do chores i always make excuses

when im asked to do my homework but i don’t want to do it, I make excuses

if they make excuses it means something

if she truly liked you she would want you

That feeling of wanting something, maybe food or sleep

you will never be that to a girl. only chad knows what that feeling is

you will never be a carnal desire.

Yea true,I would also think the same for a girl that maybe she liked me but in reality it was just her trying to check whether a guy like me(shy)would approach her or not even though she had better options obviously

 

[futureashtray]

Yea true,I would also think the same for a girl that maybe she liked me but in reality it was just her trying to check whether a guy like me(shy)would approach her or not even though she had better options obviously

brutal

 

[browncurrycel]

when i don’t want to do chores i always make excuses

when im asked to do my homework but i don’t want to do it, I make excuses

if they make excuses it means something

if she truly liked you she would want you

That feeling of wanting something, maybe food or sleep

you will never be that to a girl. only chad knows what that feeling is

you will never be a carnal desire.

absolutely true.

 

[tim:(]

The last time I spoke to her was 2 years ago.
She wasn't necessarily the best looking girl in my class. I liked her more because she was one of the only girls that acknowledged my existence and genuinely understood me.
We would talk almost everyday in school. That would be the best moment of my day, bar-none.
This went on for 1.5 years, until my red/blue-pilled ass decided it would be time to ask her out.
Obviously got rejected. She excused herself saying that her parents would only want her to do an arranged marriage.
Spiraled into depression ever since. Had NOBODY to speak to in school for the remaining 6 months.
Few months into this, I found out that Chadpreet asked her out since he broke up with one of his girlfriends. She was swooning over him the next day in class.
Came home and tried to rope, but I couldn't get myself to go all the way.

She is in a college in Delhi now. There is ZERO chance she is still a virgin given I know how the dating culture works here. The thought of her losing her virginity to Chadpreet KILLS my soul.

Just had a dream with her yesterday. It was me and her speaking to each other in class, just like the good- old days. I couldn't remember what we were speaking about. All I remember was that I woke up with tears in my eyes.​

I had a dream about mine too the other night last seen her a year ago she was the best looking girl I knew and many people agreed she was beautiful she’s moved country now will probably never see her again in the dream it was like we were on a date walking the streets of the city I live in then suddenly she disappeared and I started shouting her name then I woke up and was horrifically depressed the whole day I don’t think I’ll ever see another girl as attractive as her

 

[imabetanumale]

did you ejaculate the day/s before?

because i have something similar but is when i ejaculate too much, when i dont my dreams are more like fantasy and porn

 

[browncurrycel]

I had a dream about mine too the other night last seen her a year ago she was the best looking girl I knew and many people agreed she was beautiful she’s moved country now will probably never see her again in the dream it was like we were on a date walking the streets of the city I live in then suddenly she disappeared and I started shouting her name then I woke up and was horrifically depressed the whole day I don’t think I’ll ever see another girl as attractive as her

 

[imabetanumale]

Did you ever fap to her?