ed0812
larp larp larp sahur
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Left public school junior year after getting into looksmaxxing and realizing that i have a fucking yam on my face and started to notice the blemishes and i couldnt go to school in the morning without looking at myself in the mirror and wanted to kill myself. I went homeschool and slept in and did nothing with my life for 3 months then got back into the gym and got myself out of the hole but i still hate how i look, i avoid all mirrors and if any pictures are being taken i simply know everybody will see my disgusting face but i know its not tht serious, but i cant stop the embarrassment of my own thoughts. Im not even ugly i just hate how i look i wish i looked better. I know i look better i feel like i am hideous. I only can stand pictures if i am taking then by myself and i can use the angle i need, if there is any group picture of pictures with other people, i feel the burning sensation in my face and the anxiety of them taking a picture and me looking terrible. I hide it i dont show it even when i see the terrible pictures i pretend i dont care. I go homeschool and stare at these pictures and want nothing to do with the face that i see. Is it ever going to get better?