drugmaxxing for social/conversational skills

[garoupilled_]

I have slight social anxiety and don't feel very comfortable getting to know people and talking to them in general, and in means to help relieve that pressure I experimented taking 5mg of valium to see the effects on my behavior with other people around, surprisingly it went quite well and I felt less retarded and more ok at socializing, but I'm not taking it anymore because I don't want to get addicted to opioids for lacking conversational skills, but since then I've been chasing the same high (to no avail). Have you guys ever experimented taking drugs for dumb reasons like this? What have your experiences with such been like so far and what or which ones would you recommend

 

[Deleted member 20652]

1 gram L theanine
5 gram taurine
1 - 5 gram L tyrosine

//Nick Wilde

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

I see drugmaxxxing and jestermaxxxing at the same level especially in a social context.

 

[apocalypse]

Yes I've taken benzos partly for this reason
I've only taken it a few times before socialcelling
I didn't feel "high" at all but I noted I somehow had a better time if I took some benzos (xanax/klonopin/valium) before (could be placebo tbh)
I didn't do it that often because I'm inhibmaxxed and was scared of going full retard publicly, especially because I would inevitably be mixing it with alcohol. I think it was an irrational fear though because I didn't do crazy amounts.

 

[garoupilled_]

Yes I've taken benzos partly for this reason
I've only taken it a few times before socialcelling
I didn't feel "high" at all but I noted I somehow had a better time if I took some benzos (xanax/klonopin/valium) before (could be placebo tbh)
I didn't do it that often because I'm inhibmaxxed and was scared of going full retard publicly, especially because I would inevitably be mixing it with alcohol. I think it was an irrational fear though because I didn't do crazy amounts.

Should I experiment with xanax and klonopin to see if I get any results myself? What are your thoughts? And what are you doing rn for socialmaxxing if you stopped meds/benzos?

 

[apocalypse]

Should I experiment with xanax and klonopin to see if I get any results myself? What are your thoughts? And what are you doing rn for socialmaxxing if you stopped meds/benzos?

Idk I didn’t do them enough to be able to tell the differences between various benzos. I mostly stuck to Xanax just because I couldn’t be bothered getting different ones and testing. I believe Klonopin is considered best for socialising because it lasts longest and doesn’t "hit" as much as Xanax (which is considered more recreational).
I’m not doing anything rn, just rotting and suffering.