Empty and Guilt Filled After a Date with an MTB Slav

[Deleted member 162234]

We had a picnic on the beach. I brought sandwiches, water, and coconut water (those who know). We started making out and touching, but I didn’t push things further because it was her first time. (shes never had a boyfriend). I felt completely detached and I still feel strange and kind of sick about it.

SIDE NOTE: After talking, she said wanted long term. I said I wanted short term as an out and felt immediate relief.

I feel like I did something bad, like my gut hurts. I`ve had this feeling before when I did something really evil but its not as bad as it was then.

 

[Deleted member 162234]

bump

 

[Chadeep]

You both want different things

 

[BeanCelll]

brought sandwiches, water, and coconut water

Caged

 

[Its0ver_r0pe$]

We had a picnic on the beach. I brought sandwiches, water, and coconut water (those who know). We started making out and touching, but I didn’t push things further because it was her first time. (shes never had a boyfriend). I felt completely detached and I still feel strange and kind of sick about it.

SIDE NOTE: After talking, she said wanted long term. I said I wanted short term as an out and felt immediate relief.

I feel like I did something bad, like my gut hurts. I`ve had this feeling before when I did something really evil but its not as bad as it was then.

Holy shit just say you want long term too then stay with her until you find a loving htb