Ending it tommorow

[MartinM]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

 

[sqm]

grey ramblings

@got.daim

 

[Eltrē]

Kill you parents before yourself

 

[afghanincel]

Dnr

 

[sqm]

Dnr

greycel shut the fuck up you’re as bad as him and should suffer the same miserable fate for typing here

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

take revenge by becoming a pornstar

 

[afghanincel]

greycel shut the fuck up you’re as bad as him and should suffer the same miserable fate for typing here

Just wait till i hit 500 posts than i will no longer be a grey

 

[sqm]

Just wait till i hit 500 posts than i will no longer be a grey

we will never accept you, remain a grey for life.

 

[afghanincel]

we will never accept you, remain a grey for life.

I will show you all what im capable of

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Nigga don’t kill yourself and don’t self harm there’s hope

 

[yadih]

TLDR:

They feel deeply depressed, hate themselves and their life, and have been thinking about ending things for months. Their mental health has been badly damaged by a certain online community and life experiences — including an abusive father, divorced parents who put them in the middle of conflicts, and feeling forced to fake happiness around others. They’ve dealt with heartbreak and self-harm in the past and feel overwhelmed, saying this might be their final pos t.

 

[hyoid]

never rope bhai

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Pm me if your serious and I’ll help you

 

[3pslnoharmony]

don’t rope

 

[The Grinch]

Idk what to tell you, yes, like can be shit sometimes, i’m not going to tell you the usual shit about how You have to love life no matter what, but that’s not a reason to throw it away. Remember, many people thought like you and they are glad they didn’t act according to those thoughts, because their life improved a lot. I personally know people who have had suicidal thoughts in the past and today they constantly tell me how thankful they are that people convinced them not to do it, you never know what positive surprise awaits you in the future, maybe you will meet someone and fall in love again or you win the lottery or whatever, those are just examples of what could happen if you just don’t give it all up.

 

[Node]

Did not read

 

[got.daim]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

good, kys greycel
*starts lighting the torches*

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

js remember Blackpill !

 

[rawr]

Kill you parents before yourself

Words of wisdom

 

[Radio]

good, kys greycel
*starts lighting the torches*

what would pento think

 

[John6Enjoyer]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

Don't rope that's low t

If ur larping DNR

 

[hyoid]

Pm me if your serious and I’ll help you

so humble king

 

[laworg]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

Rethink this lol what if u were gay would u do this? NO u can get over it just blast a shit ton if u wanna kys or save up for surgeryyyyyyyyyyy

 

[got.daim]

what would pento think

she would masturbate at the sight of me taking initiative against the greys raiding our once holy land

 

[Radio]

she would masturbate at the sight of me taking initiative against the greys raiding our once holy land

such a hot fantasy

 

[C3PO]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

Dnr ur 14 stupid cunt still a long life ahead yk if u live for 5 years you wont regret it

 

[got.daim]

such a hot fantasy

we can do it if u want

 

[Radio]

we can do it if u want

if you send me 90k

 

[d3m4g5]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

I'm confident you won't, and you don't need to. See you in a few days.

 

[rawr]

bruh

 

[Chadmonger]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

What's your Discord?

 

[mikeperry271]

at least use huge amounts of crazy roids in the name of science so we can see how the human body responds
if u die, u wanted to anyways

 

[Th3Man]

Dnr

 

[rawr]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

Lol you wanna kys at 14 because ur dad is abusive, a girl left u, and ur dad is abusive?

At 14 i was failing school and living in a one bedroom bedbug and roach infested apartment
I never felt like a normal person, all i wanted was to live a normal life with my own room and a normal house/apartment with a normal family and normal looks
My parents hated eachother and were in the process of divorcing
I was ugly and i could never even attract a girl
My parents were incredibly neglectful, and my mom would constantly yell at me and insult me and call me derogatory names everyday
She nicknamed me "dog" and "donkey"
I had no friends
Bedbugs were crawling all over me whenever i went to school and there wasnt really anything i could do about it

Still, i never thought about suicide
Why? Because life was most likely gonna get better

 

[iblamebunnies123]

It probably isnt my best idea to write about this on .org because of how cruel the comunity is but I dont really care cuz I wont be here soon anyway, I fucking hate myself, I hate everything about me not just the looks, my entire life, ive been thinking about this for weeks, heck even months now and just for a little info into my life and why I wanna do this: My mental health is completetly destroyed from this website, and bp overall, my parents got divorced because of my abusive dad beating my mom and I had to watch it, sometimes he was so drunk he beated me hard, like I still have spots from it typa hard. and they always tell me what to tell my other parent when I get to them, even tho this may not seem as a big deal it quite is because sometimes the stuff is quite personal and I feel bad saying it even tho they sent it over me, I am still the one saying it. I hate faking my fuckass smile to school and when I go outside with my friends, I dont even wanna smile but if I dont they will be asking me whats wrong and I dont wanna tell them that. Also there was this girl I loved and I even wrote a poem about her yeah I was deep in it but she left as always, and I dont really care about that like I did, I was cutting myself extra when that happened but not anymore even tho I still miss her this is not the thing to be kms over, I just have enough of this and this aint even a quater of whats going on.. this might be my last post so see ya

I have a better idea than just giving up. Roping is the end of everything, even if you're religious like me, there's no guarantee you won't just stop existing altogether. I know it sounds really bad, to the point where you might want to end everything and feel like there's nothing left to live for. But you're only 14, which means you have so much potential to create new and better memories and to change your life for the better. And since you're going to rope anyway, why not make your life better in every possible way?

 

[rawr]

at least use huge amounts of crazy roids in the name of science so we can see how the human body responds
if u die, u wanted to anyways

Now that i think about it people who commit suicide are really just wasting their body
They could atleast donate it for research or something

 

[sillybilly]

Kill you parents before yourself

L take
kill parents first, take to the streets and kill every living being you see and when police arrive just kys

 

[mikeperry271]

Now that i think about it people who commit suicide are really just wasting their body
They could atleast donate it for research or something

they should pump theirselves up with 2 grams of test and 20 IUs of HGH to see what will happen
im excited for the results already

 

[iblamebunnies123]

at least use huge amounts of crazy roids in the name of science so we can see how the human body responds
if u die, u wanted to anyways

a pretty good idea

 

[deathisseks]

i can show you my face ans give you reasons to keep going

 

[iblamebunnies123]

L take
kill parents first, take to the streets and kill every living being you see and when police arrive just kys

yea but what if he accidentally kills a future true eve

 

[sillybilly]

yea but what if he accidentally kills a future true eve

one less human filth
im sure adam lanza killed a few htns and chads / stacies

 

[iblamebunnies123]

one less human filth
im sure adam lanza killed a few htns and chads / stacies

Well he is subhuman so idc

 

[yoyoyo123123]

Just wait till i hit 500 posts than i will no longer be a grey

Well duhhh, that's kinda how it fuckingworks

 

[sillybilly]

Well he is subhuman so idc

dnr hes had a bigger impact on this world than u ever will