Entered a depressed state again

[TsarTsar444]

Oh no..It just came on suddenly, i haven't eaten almost anything the past few days, have zero libido or appetite, music sounds like noise, have apathy for my gf, family, everyone. Jfl at depression, fuck this shit, nobody in my family has depression, most likely i have some brain mutation from being an abused dog so sometimes i get depressing episodes that can last months

The only good thing about my apathetic depression is that my adhd gets nuked and i can actually study efficiently now. Reason is that, the more happy i am the more my adhd is on overdrive tbh, interesting.

 

[Deleted member 4438]

and brag again "i have a gf"

mods, finally, ban this guy

 

[TsarTsar444]

and brag again "i have a gf"

mods, finally, ban this guy

Sweet newone

 

[Deleted member 13591]

same bro
hate my oneitis sometimesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
hate lfife sometimess

 

[TsarTsar444]

same bro
hate my oneitis sometimesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
hate lfife sometimess

Try SSRI

 

[quakociaptockh]

sometimes i get depressing episodes that can last months

So every couple of months you are not depressed. Lucky you.

 

[sKdLeL]

inject T

 

[Deleted member 13591]

Try SSRI

on ashwaganda rn
ive acknowledge that my mind is deteroting at an incredible rate
this is the decadence of my humanity
my mother and grandmother both have clinical depression and anxiety
multiple members of my family have killed themselves
my paternal clan is known for being 'cursed by God to hear the voices of our ancestors'
affected by grandfather and his forefathers before him
hope my dilluted blood means i wont be schizophrenic

 

[TsarTsar444]

So every couple of months you are not depressed. Lucky you.

Idk how it will be now, last time i got this anhedonic apathy, it lasted few months and then i got normal. This is the second time im experiencing it, could last forever, who knows. Not even feeling sad, just numb about everything

 

[TsarTsar444]

on ashwaganda rn
ive acknowledge that my mind is deteroting at an incredible rate
this is the decadence of my humanity
my mother and grandmother both have clinical depression and anxiety
multiple members of my family have killed themselves
my paternal clan is known for being 'cursed by God to hear the voices of our ancestors'
affected by grandfather and his forefathers before him
hope my dilluted blood means i wont be schizophrenic

Lets try high dose ayahuasca and nuke our brains bro

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Me yesterday when I realized i'm a subhuman

 

[lutte]

Try SSRI

Dark triad troll again

 

[TsarTsar444]

Me yesterday when I realized i'm a subhuman

Idk if thats depression, its more like severe mental pain, it's a different feeling trust me. Depression feels like you are completely dead inside

 

[lutte]

Happened because you don’t react to my messages

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Idk if thats depression, its more like severe mental pain, it's a different feeling trust me. Depression feels like you are completely dead inside

exactly bro

 

[189]

Lets try high dose ayahuasca and nuke our brains bro

Ayuhuasca makes you feel like God, man!! How did you got it? I can't find a legit source

 

[TsarTsar444]

Ayuhuasca makes you feel like God, man!! How did you got it? I can't find a legit source

Who said i got it? Jfl there are plenty of sources for it, you can get the tree bark on the clearnet from Germany

 

[189]

I want to try ayuhuasca, before I die

 

[Deleted member 4430]

youre just fallen normie jfl

 

[TsarTsar444]

I want to try ayuhuasca, before I die

Same ngl, not right now tho, i have no drive for anything

 

[TsarTsar444]

youre just fallen normie jfl

Not helpful

 

[lutte]

youre just fallen chad jfl

 

[189]

Who said i got it? Jfl there are plenty of sources for it, you can get the tree bark on the clearnet from Germany

Can't find a legit source, also heard taking ayuhuasca before 25 may damage the brain

 

[TsarTsar444]

Can't find a legit source, also heard taking ayuhuasca before 25 may cause damage the brain

High inhib + low T. Jfl if you aren't sucking ayahuasca from a milk bottle as a 2yo baby while gagaguguing in the amazonian forest

 

[Deleted member 13591]

i swear im dying from oxycotin deprivation today cause i didnt see my oneitis today who was ill
didnt get to hug or hold hands with her ((

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Wow, if depression is this bad, i've never been depressed.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Wow, if depression is this bad, i've never been depressed.

Depression is horrible, you feel dead and can't enjoy a thing. Only ate once today cause my appetite vanished

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Depression is horrible, you feel dead and can't enjoy a thing. Only ate once today cause my appetite vanished

Hope it goes away bro

 

[Deleted member 2729]

most likely i have some brain mutation from being an abused dog

caged

 

[Deleted member 12344]

Oh no..It just came on suddenly, i haven't eaten almost anything the past few days, have zero libido or appetite, music sounds like noise, have apathy for my gf, family, everyone. Jfl at depression, fuck this shit, nobody in my family has depression, most likely i have some brain mutation from being an abused dog so sometimes i get depressing episodes that can last months

The only good thing about my apathetic depression is that my adhd gets nuked and i can actually study efficiently now. Reason is that, the more happy i am the more my adhd is on overdrive tbh, interesting.

You just need some pussy tbh ngl

 

[TsarTsar444]

You just need some pussy tbh ngl

Have a virgin gf