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I started taking dexamphetamine (ADHD meds for retards, basically Adderall) a week ago to help me focus on studying for my final high school exams (I live in Australia). I bought them from a friend at school and researched all the side effects before snorting 15mg a day, twice a day. I was studying like crazyyyy, but it was fucking up my sleep patterns.
Anyway, on Friday night there was a houseparty down the road, normally I would be there but I thought I would take my exams seriously and skip out until exams were over. I studied for the whole night and couldn't sleep at ALL because of the dexies.
At around 3am when the party died this chick I've been flirting with all year at school called me and asked to come over (I live about 30 houses down from the party), I wasn't really in the mood for anything but couldn't sleep and had major FOMO from missing the party so invited her in. Keep in mind I've never hooked up with this chick before and our relationship is really just a bit of cheeky flirting at school.
She walks inside and she was a bit drunk, being LOUD AS FUCK when my whole family was asleep. She came up to my room and we just talked and flirted a bit above the covers on my bed for about 10 minutes, my game was on fire cos these dexies made me SHAMELESS. We start hooking up and at this point I'm ROCK HARD. I was feeling gutsy and asked her if she would suck me off and she went down, we were lying horizontal in bed and she pulled my pants down. She was sucking for about two minutes before all of a sudden I WENT FUCKING SOFT!!!! She asked me what was wrong and I kept saying it was nothing and asked her to keep going, I got a semi boner for about 30 seconds before I WENT SOFT AGAIN! At this point she was visibly embarrassed and I still had no idea what was wrong with me, I was horny as fuck and needed to cum badly cos its been months since I've had any sex at all. I told her it must be because I hadn't slept in a while and we lay in bed for a bit before I got her an Uber home. As soon as she left I started searching the internet and discovered the fucking dexamphetamine causes ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION??????? I feel like the biggest cunt and ruined my chances with this girl, she seemed really embarrassed even after I kept explaining it had nothing to do with her. I haven't called or messaged since Friday night when I asked if she got home safe, what do I do now? I'm thinking of letting her know its because of the drugs but also don't wanna make the situation worse.
I will kill myself if she goes around telling her friends about this and my mates will bully the shit out of me if they found out. It's especially bad because I bully her gay best friend (he's jewish gay and albino, extremely subhuman) and if he finds out its over for me because he will make sure everyone knows. PM me if you wanna see a pic of this chick to let me know if its worth messaging her again.
TLDR- I got erectile dysfunction while getting head because of the drugs I was on and don't know how to handle the situation.
Anyway, on Friday night there was a houseparty down the road, normally I would be there but I thought I would take my exams seriously and skip out until exams were over. I studied for the whole night and couldn't sleep at ALL because of the dexies.
At around 3am when the party died this chick I've been flirting with all year at school called me and asked to come over (I live about 30 houses down from the party), I wasn't really in the mood for anything but couldn't sleep and had major FOMO from missing the party so invited her in. Keep in mind I've never hooked up with this chick before and our relationship is really just a bit of cheeky flirting at school.
She walks inside and she was a bit drunk, being LOUD AS FUCK when my whole family was asleep. She came up to my room and we just talked and flirted a bit above the covers on my bed for about 10 minutes, my game was on fire cos these dexies made me SHAMELESS. We start hooking up and at this point I'm ROCK HARD. I was feeling gutsy and asked her if she would suck me off and she went down, we were lying horizontal in bed and she pulled my pants down. She was sucking for about two minutes before all of a sudden I WENT FUCKING SOFT!!!! She asked me what was wrong and I kept saying it was nothing and asked her to keep going, I got a semi boner for about 30 seconds before I WENT SOFT AGAIN! At this point she was visibly embarrassed and I still had no idea what was wrong with me, I was horny as fuck and needed to cum badly cos its been months since I've had any sex at all. I told her it must be because I hadn't slept in a while and we lay in bed for a bit before I got her an Uber home. As soon as she left I started searching the internet and discovered the fucking dexamphetamine causes ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION??????? I feel like the biggest cunt and ruined my chances with this girl, she seemed really embarrassed even after I kept explaining it had nothing to do with her. I haven't called or messaged since Friday night when I asked if she got home safe, what do I do now? I'm thinking of letting her know its because of the drugs but also don't wanna make the situation worse.
I will kill myself if she goes around telling her friends about this and my mates will bully the shit out of me if they found out. It's especially bad because I bully her gay best friend (he's jewish gay and albino, extremely subhuman) and if he finds out its over for me because he will make sure everyone knows. PM me if you wanna see a pic of this chick to let me know if its worth messaging her again.
TLDR- I got erectile dysfunction while getting head because of the drugs I was on and don't know how to handle the situation.
