Bruce_Ugly
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I stumbled across org around 2 years ago at 17, the site seemed somewhat sketchy and let’s be honest it is in some ways. To an outsider with no information on BP this site would seem depraved, dangerous and even delusional. At 17 i consumed fragments of this entire enlightenment and kept it hidden, I was still curious and I wish I had embraced and absorbed all of the information I could at that time, as I’m nearing the closure of my epiphyseal plates but I am currently 5’10 at 19 years old (had x rays of my growth plates and bone age estimate by licensed ortho physician) and I’m doing everything In my power to optimize hormones, trigger biological responses, and force my body to develop in the most advantageous way possible, even with unnatural intervention. But at my height there is still hope for me, and I’ve never been complimented on my height, but I’ve also never been made fun of because of it, it’s a purgatory of a height but I’m grateful I’m not considered “short” by foids.
The issue:
As I said I’m currently 19 years old, and my best friend of 10+ years is 20 (he’s almost a year older exactly) is 5’6, he has a lazy eye which he was born with as he is a twin. Him being a twin allowed for many genetic malformations such as his teeth being severely crooked at birth, his one lazy eye which he has no vision or control over whatsoever, and for lack of a better term, very unfortunate bone structure. I’ll call him Drew to keep his anonymity. Drew has been 5’6 since he was 17, he will not grow any taller, his clavicles are very narrow, his teeth are fixed now via braces and numerous “professional whitening treatments” all of which he worked his ass off to pay for on his own when he was just 16. He used to have a chubby gut and very skinny arms, he now has a decently visible six pack, toned arms, good delts, but for the life of me I can’t convince this motherfucker to hit legs with me lmao
Drew is a very good friend of mine and I try my best to Overlook his physical appearance, after all why the fuck would I care if he’s been there since essentially day one and was right beside me through really fucked up shit? Anyway, Drew recently started noticing that I won’t go out to eat GoySlop with him anymore, all i want to do is sit in my room and study, at least that’s just what I tell him. We used to go to clubs together, talk to foids, get drunk, stupid self destructive shit NT people do. Just last night I was sitting on a dock with him by this clubhouse and he asked “what’s going on with you bro you don’t wanna do anything anymore” and for a brief second I stayed silent, I hesitated. At first I was excited to show him all the things I’ve learned which have helped me so much and others are already noticing my appearance improving, and complimenting me, but then I didn’t say anything. I just replied with “nothing I’m just focusing on school now” or some bullshit to avoid the issue.
My dilemma, is that if I introduce Drew to the community and way of life that I’ve completely submerged myself in, he might never be the same, and it wouldn’t even reap enough benefits to outweigh the life he’s made for himself so far. He’s stuck at 5’6, there’s no changing that and he has a respectable career in line for himself but not one where he can afford double jaw surgery, an experimental eye repositioning surgery that costs $10,000 and isnt even proven to work, which may cause him to go blind completely, especially the horribly taxing limb lengthening surgery, anywhere from $70k-$200k. Drew is easily influenced, and I know that if I introduce him to this community, and teach him the things I know to be true, he will not be optimistic about his chances of a high quality life. He has already mentioned being treated differently for his teeth when he was younger, foids mocking his height and even his eye. He is already upset with his situation regarding the way he looks, and his genetic limitations. He does have a gf and she seems okay, good for him at least and he genuinely loves her, and she’s one of very few who actually gave him attention and wanted to be with him for who he is. I don’t want to introduce him to BP, and I almost certainly won’t. I feel as if I would ruin his entire life, and make him more resentful if I even told him what changed in my lifestyle and made me pursue looks, more than being a gymcel coper.
Am I an asshole? Gatekeeper? Should I show him what I know, or let him live ignorantly in bliss?
The issue:
As I said I’m currently 19 years old, and my best friend of 10+ years is 20 (he’s almost a year older exactly) is 5’6, he has a lazy eye which he was born with as he is a twin. Him being a twin allowed for many genetic malformations such as his teeth being severely crooked at birth, his one lazy eye which he has no vision or control over whatsoever, and for lack of a better term, very unfortunate bone structure. I’ll call him Drew to keep his anonymity. Drew has been 5’6 since he was 17, he will not grow any taller, his clavicles are very narrow, his teeth are fixed now via braces and numerous “professional whitening treatments” all of which he worked his ass off to pay for on his own when he was just 16. He used to have a chubby gut and very skinny arms, he now has a decently visible six pack, toned arms, good delts, but for the life of me I can’t convince this motherfucker to hit legs with me lmao
Drew is a very good friend of mine and I try my best to Overlook his physical appearance, after all why the fuck would I care if he’s been there since essentially day one and was right beside me through really fucked up shit? Anyway, Drew recently started noticing that I won’t go out to eat GoySlop with him anymore, all i want to do is sit in my room and study, at least that’s just what I tell him. We used to go to clubs together, talk to foids, get drunk, stupid self destructive shit NT people do. Just last night I was sitting on a dock with him by this clubhouse and he asked “what’s going on with you bro you don’t wanna do anything anymore” and for a brief second I stayed silent, I hesitated. At first I was excited to show him all the things I’ve learned which have helped me so much and others are already noticing my appearance improving, and complimenting me, but then I didn’t say anything. I just replied with “nothing I’m just focusing on school now” or some bullshit to avoid the issue.
My dilemma, is that if I introduce Drew to the community and way of life that I’ve completely submerged myself in, he might never be the same, and it wouldn’t even reap enough benefits to outweigh the life he’s made for himself so far. He’s stuck at 5’6, there’s no changing that and he has a respectable career in line for himself but not one where he can afford double jaw surgery, an experimental eye repositioning surgery that costs $10,000 and isnt even proven to work, which may cause him to go blind completely, especially the horribly taxing limb lengthening surgery, anywhere from $70k-$200k. Drew is easily influenced, and I know that if I introduce him to this community, and teach him the things I know to be true, he will not be optimistic about his chances of a high quality life. He has already mentioned being treated differently for his teeth when he was younger, foids mocking his height and even his eye. He is already upset with his situation regarding the way he looks, and his genetic limitations. He does have a gf and she seems okay, good for him at least and he genuinely loves her, and she’s one of very few who actually gave him attention and wanted to be with him for who he is. I don’t want to introduce him to BP, and I almost certainly won’t. I feel as if I would ruin his entire life, and make him more resentful if I even told him what changed in my lifestyle and made me pursue looks, more than being a gymcel coper.
Am I an asshole? Gatekeeper? Should I show him what I know, or let him live ignorantly in bliss?
