Even if I ascend I will be miserable and bitter...

[我需要阴部]

Even if i wake up as david laid the next morning and i get the money, the cars, the girls ect. I'll always be bitter because I know how fake people are and how they judge so heavily based on looks that bitterness will never go away from how I was treated during the worst parts of my life.

I can't help but feel like I'll never truly love someone because I know how important looks are when it comes to love it's all bullshit.

It just hurts...