Every Day is a Bad Day

[SnowyWeather]

Spoiler: Thread song

Nothing is going to change.



Each time I lie in bed thinking “today was a bad day, I hope tomorrow will be better”, there’s a part of me that knows it won’t happen.

It’s not just a “bad day” when I’ve been having a “bad day” every day, for a long time.



I’m not just going to spontaneously start feeling better, it has to come from action.

But every action I try, every step I take, every new hobby I try, every community I join don’t change anything.


I wish I could get used to it. And bad days would become regular days, but I feel the weight of each one, chaining me down in dread.




Every day will keep being a bad day, until I ctb.

 

[Heretic]

Scary stuff

 

[volcell chud]

Unless you’re like 37 you have a lot of time to turn your life around. You’d be surprised how much shit can change in a short period of time, let alone years or decades.

 

[Selbstmord]

good song

 

[SnowyWeather]

Unless you’re like 37 you have a lot of time to turn your life around. You’d be surprised how much shit can change in a short period of time, let alone years or decades.

I've tried to turn it around, nothing works

 

[ChadL1te]

are you depressed

 

[volcell chud]

Honestly my method was to just thug it out and focus on school, things eventually just chilled out. Ik it sucks but give it time

 

[SnowyWeather]

are you depressed

idk probably

 

[ChadL1te]

idk probably

why, just chill.

What makes ur days so bad

 

[SnowyWeather]

why, just chill.

What makes ur days so bad

I just forgot how to feel happy ig, nothing brings me joy anymore.

everything seems so pointless

 

[zygosmasher]

Turn that frown upside down bhaijan

 

[SnowyWeather]

Turn that frown upside down bhaijan

genious advice thank you saar

 

[topology]

Haha

 

[ChadL1te]

I just forgot how to feel happy ig, nothing brings me joy anymore.

everything seems so pointless

get over it

 

[grav]

music changes the way you think. Listening to depressing music will make you depressed. Listening to happy music will make you happy. Its where I go to to feel emotion despite already being numb to them.

 

[SnowyWeather]

music changes the way you think. Listening to depressing music will make you depressed. Listening to happy music will make you happy. Its where I go to to feel emotion despite already being numb to them.

never thought of that

 

[marcoft]

Spoiler: Thread song

Nothing is going to change.



Each time I lie in bed thinking “today was a bad day, I hope tomorrow will be better”, there’s a part of me that knows it won’t happen.

It’s not just a “bad day” when I’ve been having a “bad day” every day, for a long time.



I’m not just going to spontaneously start feeling better, it has to come from action.

But every action I try, every step I take, every new hobby I try, every community I join don’t change anything.


I wish I could get used to it. And bad days would become regular days, but I feel the weight of each one, chaining me down in dread.




Every day will keep being a bad day, until I ctb.

I've been feeling the same for months, until I stopped listening to sad music. It's a game changer.