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please be patient im a greycell
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Deadass I feel like I'm living in the same life as those gacha life sad stories. I have 5 friends and they're all online, and everyone at school is repulsed by me. I try to engage in conversations and talk to people, but they never engage with me, so I'm sat there looking like an idiot until I leave. Girls in my school hate me for no apparent reason, they get angry even when I ask them about schoolwork or if I can borrow a pen or anything. I actually did end up talking to one girl as a friend, and after a bit she said 'Wow you're way nicer than you look' like is that a compliment? I also found out there's an account posting ugly photos of me so that's nice. Even the staff and teachers don't care at all, I'll get told of and yelled at for asking a simple question (and this is not me exaggerating I've been sent out of a classroom because I asked a teacher to help me in math because I didn't understand a question), I tell them about this sort of stuff and they tell me it's not a big deal and to focus on my studies. There's a lot of people I know of in the school that literally skip classes and come hours late to school but they get no repercussions, while I have detention tomorrow, because I came 5 minutes late to homeroom, which doesn't even make sense because i average about 80 in all my subjects (98 in math) so I thought that I would be treated better but no ig.
Home is no better either, somehow even my family and some of my cousins, aunties, and uncles (even fucking grandparents) comment about my looks and height. "Oh, do you wash your face? It gets rid of acne!", do you think I'm fucking stupid? or "Look at x, he's 6 foot and he's only 14! You need to eat more!" like omg shut up, it's also ironic cause they never let me eat meat and get mad when i eat eggs or dairy, so clearly, they want me to be a 4'5 soy boy faggot (not that there's anything wrong with being 4'5). Like my mum will be yelling at me for some stupid shit, like detention for example, and she'd always find a way to insult my appearance in it. My dad as well, he'll insult my looks and appearance and then call me 'feminine' when I care about it, fucking cunts, I hate all of them.
I'm trying to hop on peptides, I'm buying from Australianpeptidestore.com.au and I'm getting GHK-CU for the ecosystem living on my face and CJC-1295 With DAC to get me taller and fix my 0-bone estrogen-maxxed face. But again, with how strict my parents are it's gonna be hard to get them. I have one of my online friends, im paying him irl cash (because my parent's take my money, so I have a secret stash where they can't track or monitor), and he'll buy them, with those small minifridges of tiktok shop which I'll hide in my closet and pray never gets found. But I might be coping hopefully my acne goes away and I stop being a manlet and get some real bones, maybe after that I'll actually be respected in this wretched world. Thank you for reading.
Home is no better either, somehow even my family and some of my cousins, aunties, and uncles (even fucking grandparents) comment about my looks and height. "Oh, do you wash your face? It gets rid of acne!", do you think I'm fucking stupid? or "Look at x, he's 6 foot and he's only 14! You need to eat more!" like omg shut up, it's also ironic cause they never let me eat meat and get mad when i eat eggs or dairy, so clearly, they want me to be a 4'5 soy boy faggot (not that there's anything wrong with being 4'5). Like my mum will be yelling at me for some stupid shit, like detention for example, and she'd always find a way to insult my appearance in it. My dad as well, he'll insult my looks and appearance and then call me 'feminine' when I care about it, fucking cunts, I hate all of them.
I'm trying to hop on peptides, I'm buying from Australianpeptidestore.com.au and I'm getting GHK-CU for the ecosystem living on my face and CJC-1295 With DAC to get me taller and fix my 0-bone estrogen-maxxed face. But again, with how strict my parents are it's gonna be hard to get them. I have one of my online friends, im paying him irl cash (because my parent's take my money, so I have a secret stash where they can't track or monitor), and he'll buy them, with those small minifridges of tiktok shop which I'll hide in my closet and pray never gets found. But I might be coping hopefully my acne goes away and I stop being a manlet and get some real bones, maybe after that I'll actually be respected in this wretched world. Thank you for reading.
