Every day is just a mental ping pong

[Apparition]

im regressing back and forth between my old oneitis and the other one. in order to cope for my oneitis hated me, i have to remind myself that i was willing to settle for an asexualic chubby girl. And this just keeps me going tbh tbh.

But it aint easy. And I aint gonna meet another girl but tbh, i dont want to rly. I will just be taken advantage of again, women can sniff out an incel from a computer screen lol. Im only marginally at a better state than i was before but that doesnt mean anything.

Im trying to make things better. The mind accepts but the emotions always get in the way sadly. I also have fried neurotransmitters.

 

[Elias de God]

I'm new here and I've noticed a lot of strange opinions about you, what's the story with the oneitis?

 

[deadstock]

U need a new oneitis

 

[Apparition]

U need a new oneitis

no more oneitis. i just need to accept that i was happier with the asexualic gamer girl

 

[Apparition]

I'm new here and I've noticed a lot of strange opinions about you, what's the story with the oneitis?

which one though?

 

[not__cel]

My oneitis didn’t think I was a loser for some time but now it’s over unless she asks I shouldn’t even even call

 

[not__cel]

this was one of the only foids I cared about now I’m sick i have no one

 

[Apparition]

My oneitis didn’t think I was a loser for some time but now it’s over unless she asks I shouldn’t even even call

my old oneitis knew i was an autistic incel and she still liked being with me

 

[Apparition]

this was one of the only foids I cared about now I’m sick i have no one

same tbh tbh. i dont rly want to remember anny girl i met from 2023 and after wards. all of them were evil

 

[not__cel]

my old oneitis knew i was an autistic incel and she still liked being with me

similarly my oneitis liked me before I started improving myself she knew it wasn’t the true me when I changed now it’s over…..

 

[Apparition]

similarly my oneitis liked me before I started improving myself she knew it wasn’t the true me when I changed now it’s over…..

i was mad at her because she didnt get physical with me on the second date

 

[not__cel]

same tbh tbh. i dont rly want to remember anny girl i met from 2023 and after wards. all of them were evil

my oneitis was evil she said she was a lesbian when we first met then later said she became straight which made me think I had a chance but I didn’t

 

[Apparition]

my oneitis was evil she said she was a lesbian when we first met then later said she became straight which made me think I had a chance but I didn’t

lesbian means she is gotten tired of chad

 

[not__cel]

lesbian means she is gotten tired of chad

She is a Christian too and from a very rich family. She told me she was a virgin she might’ve been lying to me though

 

[Clown Show]

Legendary Crestfallen95/InnerVoid

 

[Apparition]

Legendary Crestfallen95/InnerVoid

legendary coper