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Vorxes
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I'm 16 yo KHHV and have been on lm/bp circles for a while now. I have been rated by lots of ppl and many greys and nongreys told me I do have some potential but I genuinely don't fucking think so anymore, cus just the other day I was chatting on a lm server and many niggas were posting their faces to get rated (mostly Indians JFL) and I realised they're all around the same age as me and fucking mog me to death (I'm a curry aswell). Also whenever Im scrolling on IG or TT I see hundreds of young mayos and curries (NT and ND both) posting ascension edits and they all look infinitely better than me even if they had the shittiest base oat. And these two most popular curries especially (cannon and akpilled) ascended from LLTN to somewhere around HTNs (I hate the cannon nigger tho cus he's such a fucking smug). So that's how I recently realised that all these ppl actually had better bases than me and MTN/HTN was very much possible for them, unlike me who has brutal failos and needs surgeries to fix them but I'm a brokcel (JFL at my nightmare of a life).
Also my pajeet of a dad is fucking bluepilled as hell and just wants me to focus on academics and get into a good uni, but what's funny is I haven't studied shit in months and waste time scrolling or chatting. But now I'm soon gonna lock in with this shit and try to get into a decent uni and then a decent job (will softmaxx as much as I can during this period) and then hopefully get the surgeries I need. But tbh I genuinely don't know if I'll actually succed at this academic shit and ascend and ever be able to find a decent loving foid or not.
Also my pajeet of a dad is fucking bluepilled as hell and just wants me to focus on academics and get into a good uni, but what's funny is I haven't studied shit in months and waste time scrolling or chatting. But now I'm soon gonna lock in with this shit and try to get into a decent uni and then a decent job (will softmaxx as much as I can during this period) and then hopefully get the surgeries I need. But tbh I genuinely don't know if I'll actually succed at this academic shit and ascend and ever be able to find a decent loving foid or not.
