beefliverontop
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Everyone are npcs. I dont want my friends, they all talk like their having a stroke and make cringey jokes like every fucking normie out there..
I need good friends. Like friends who actually wanna train with me… and improve….. not these normie fuck ups who enjoys normie drill rap music. I unironically listen to jazz.
You know. I have fake cover up music playlists and social media accounts.
Like i have this insta and tiktok account i log in when im around with frendZ or at school or whatever, the fyp is filled with normie ahh shit.
My fake playlist i have that i use when im around people is just filled with normie rap music. So im considered NT.
I switch up personalities all the time due to this. Holding a stable social life while being as mentally unstable as me is hard maneeee..
everytime i have to fake laugh at peoples jokes, make similar jokes as them. Act like them… pretend to be them…
Its exhausting.
I CANNOT WAIT TO MOVE OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE AND MOVE out to some beautiful place like NORTH AMERICA.. or some balkan country with good weather and beautiful mountains. Im gonna ghost everyone. Im taking my family and im going to live in a house in the middle of nowhere, with my own farm, self grown food, my own chickens.. cows… im leaving this grey depressed ass brainwashed matrix ahh country..
My real tiktok and instagram is hidden…
My real playlist is something they would find weird. They have no taste tho. Because they act as hoodrats…
I have this weekly routine thingy where I pick up on the current memes and social media interests everyone likes. And engrave them into my mind. When im with people I can relate to them, joke with them. Its all fake tho. I dont mean anything i say to these dumb niggas IRL. Lame ahh niggas
im pretty NT around people they think of me as normal, i fit in with these people but damn this shit is exhausting. Second i have enough money im booking my flight to some different country where i can be alone.. and live life peacefully.
Im not like most people. I want to live life peacefully. Call me weird but I like the countryside more than citys.
Dont get me started on todays woman. They are all degens. Chicks who wear hijabis sell head for 10€ euros in my city.
It gets worse. Their12-18 years old.
My school is filled with these bitches. Woman are degens and men are just disgusting nowadays. Their embarrassing ….
inb4 “dnrd”
I need good friends. Like friends who actually wanna train with me… and improve….. not these normie fuck ups who enjoys normie drill rap music. I unironically listen to jazz.
You know. I have fake cover up music playlists and social media accounts.
Like i have this insta and tiktok account i log in when im around with frendZ or at school or whatever, the fyp is filled with normie ahh shit.
My fake playlist i have that i use when im around people is just filled with normie rap music. So im considered NT.
I switch up personalities all the time due to this. Holding a stable social life while being as mentally unstable as me is hard maneeee..
everytime i have to fake laugh at peoples jokes, make similar jokes as them. Act like them… pretend to be them…
Its exhausting.
I CANNOT WAIT TO MOVE OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE AND MOVE out to some beautiful place like NORTH AMERICA.. or some balkan country with good weather and beautiful mountains. Im gonna ghost everyone. Im taking my family and im going to live in a house in the middle of nowhere, with my own farm, self grown food, my own chickens.. cows… im leaving this grey depressed ass brainwashed matrix ahh country..
My real tiktok and instagram is hidden…
My real playlist is something they would find weird. They have no taste tho. Because they act as hoodrats…
I have this weekly routine thingy where I pick up on the current memes and social media interests everyone likes. And engrave them into my mind. When im with people I can relate to them, joke with them. Its all fake tho. I dont mean anything i say to these dumb niggas IRL. Lame ahh niggas
im pretty NT around people they think of me as normal, i fit in with these people but damn this shit is exhausting. Second i have enough money im booking my flight to some different country where i can be alone.. and live life peacefully.
Im not like most people. I want to live life peacefully. Call me weird but I like the countryside more than citys.
Dont get me started on todays woman. They are all degens. Chicks who wear hijabis sell head for 10€ euros in my city.
It gets worse. Their12-18 years old.
My school is filled with these bitches. Woman are degens and men are just disgusting nowadays. Their embarrassing ….
inb4 “dnrd”