Every time I lose a little bit more of myself

[Deleted member 3177]

My personality is like a faded mirage. Whatever bit of uniqueness that I had has been washed over. Whichever emotions overpowered my original personality are like watered ink running down on a blank slate, wiping away any semblance of self that I once had. I am less human every time. I become less myself with every new iteration, every new persona. I become devoid of substance, like a constant lobotomy. I will never cause a deep impression; any interaction with me will be forgotten in due time. I will be a backup memory, a foggy remembrance, a "Did that ever happen?" moment. I am regressing towards non existence. In essence, I am dead alive, and deader I will become, like a pale corpse squatting flies on the floor, shriveled, like a saggy bag of testicles, rotting over the mats, only the pale light of the lightbulb above flashing over my dead body.

 

[Deleted member 7076]

usually i cant be fucked to read but i read this time

but caged at this part

a saggy bag of testicles

 

[RAITEIII]

My personality is like a faded mirage. Whatever bit of uniqueness that I had has been washed over. Whichever emotions overpowered my original personality are like watered ink running down on a blank slate, wiping away any semblance of self that I once had. I am less human every time. I become less myself with every new iteration, every new persona. I become devoid of substance, like a constant lobotomy. I will never cause a deep impression; any interaction with me will be forgotten in due time. I will be a backup memory, a foggy remembrance, a "Did that ever happen?" moment. I am regressing towards non existence. In essence, I am dead alive, and deader I will become, like a pale corpse squatting flies on the floor, shriveled, like a saggy bag of testicles, rotting over the mats, only the pale light of the lightbulb above flashing over my dead body.

Let it go, let it flow. Dont force it. Just keep evolutioning getting better. Sounds like smth I went through before jfl

 

[Deleted member 11167]

I feel the same man. But the only thing we can do is work on it.

 

[Deleted member 1476]

nooo x