Every year I come out basically the same

[Deleted member 19442]

Idek what happened last year or the year before that. I think I was just self sabotaging

 

[sozz]

well have u been doing anything different from year to year?

 

[Deleted member 19442]

well have u been doing anything different from year to year?

I start exercising for a few weeks to a month or something else then plan to do a bunch of things and never get them done. Like getting a part time job. It feels disgusting tbh

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

i feel you.

If i try thinking back at this year and what i did, i can’t remember anything.

I been the same for more than 3 years now

 

[AlexBrown84]

last year 2022 i was traveling

2023 i was traveling

2024 ima be traveling

 

[roping3264]

last year 2022 i was traveling

2023 i was traveling

2024 ima be traveling

 

[Deleted member 19442]

i feel you.

If i try thinking back at this year and what i did, i can’t remember anything.

I been the same for more than 3 years now

At least you built up a functional base. Literally I’m 20 and just failed nonstop my whole life.

Pussied out from learning to swim then never went back

Never learnt how to ride my bike as a kid

Never learnt how to fight and thus got mogged in school

Stayed the laughing stock my whole school life due to low skill and development + nothing normal going on in my life outside of school like sports or hobbies.

Took a year out to improve and did nothing.
Said I was going to do XXX last year and gatekept it all behind getting a part time job because too high inhib to ask family for money, couldn’t get the job. What a dumb fuck

I don’t get how I fucked up THIS bad. There must have been too much bs going on in my head. I think it’s constant high cortisol making it hard to do anything. Since september I’ve been rotting hard

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

At least you built up a functional base. Literally I’m 20 and just failed nonstop my whole life.

Pussied out from learning to swim then never went back

Never learnt how to ride my bike as a kid

Never learnt how to fight and thus got mogged in school

Stayed the laughing stock my whole school life due to low skill and development + nothing normal going on in my life outside of school like sports or hobbies.

Took a year out to improve and did nothing.
Said I was going to do XXX last year and gatekept it all behind getting a part time job because too high inhib to ask family for money, couldn’t get the job. What a dumb fuck

I don’t get how I fucked up THIS bad. There must have been too much bs going on in my head. I think it’s constant high cortisol making it hard to do anything

not too different tbh.

I got raised as a brown arab kid in a small super racist white city.

I got bullied and brutally beaten up since the age of 5 in kindergarten and the teachers wouldn’t say anything to stop it.

I grew up bullied and that made me extremely aggressive and that’s why i still am rn and i can’t really open up to no one not even my family.

Finished school and i said fuck it i’ll become rich following the bald Tate (as i was his fan), took the year out and didn’t go to college.

Stayed home for 1 FUCKING MONTH and my parents told me they didn’t believe i was trying a business and wanted to kick me out if i didn’t get a job.

Now i’m literally waging 12 hours a day and living with my parents which they don’t talk to me and still want to kick me out.

I’m 19 and i’m planning on starting UNI next year, idgaf anymore about becoming rich and shit i just wanna be a happy normal guy.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

not too different tbh.

I got raised as a brown arab kid in a small super racist white city.

I got bullied and brutally beaten up since the age of 5 in kindergarten and the teachers wouldn’t say anything to stop it.

I grew up bullied and that made me extremely aggressive and that’s why i still am rn and i can’t really open up to no one not even my family.

Finished school and i said fuck it i’ll become rich following the bald Tate (as i was his fan), took the year out and didn’t go to college.

Stayed home for 1 FUCKING MONTH and my parents told me they didn’t believe i was trying a business and wanted to kick me out if i didn’t get a job.

Now i’m literally waging 12 hours a day and living with my parents which they don’t talk to me and still want to kick me out.

I’m 19 and i’m planning on starting UNI next year, idgaf anymore about becoming rich and shit i just wanna be a happy normal guy.

Similar origin story

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Similar origin story

not going in details my nigga…my origin story is literally a nightmare.

You wouldn’t even believe the stuff i endured

 

[sozz]

At least you built up a functional base. Literally I’m 20 and just failed nonstop my whole life.

Pussied out from learning to swim then never went back

Never learnt how to ride my bike as a kid

Never learnt how to fight and thus got mogged in school

Stayed the laughing stock my whole school life due to low skill and development + nothing normal going on in my life outside of school like sports or hobbies.

Took a year out to improve and did nothing.
Said I was going to do XXX last year and gatekept it all behind getting a part time job because too high inhib to ask family for money, couldn’t get the job. What a dumb fuck

I don’t get how I fucked up THIS bad. There must have been too much bs going on in my head. I think it’s constant high cortisol making it hard to do anything. Since september I’ve been rotting hard

I start exercising for a few weeks to a month or something else then plan to do a bunch of things and never get them done. Like getting a part time job. It feels disgusting tbh

your only 20 bro, plenty of time ahead of you. come 2024 u should start setting goals and making a plan for each month. and i dont mean empty promise to yourself i mean actual realistic achievable plans. Once u start setting small goals and holding urself accountable and consistent with these small things everything will fall into place.
this sorta consistency is a skill and once u learn the skill its harder to unlearn it and really easy to relearn it.

 

[Deleted member 51600]

Change things now. Don't look at it year to year basis. Make a list of five things you want to do. Then start doing them one by one with the interval of three days. Practice keeping your own promises and start off small. You don't worry about anyone or anything else but what you said you will do. Don't give yourself promises you know you can't keep.

I used to repeat a phrase or mantra of sorts whenever I had self doubt or I wasn't living up to my standards.

own no weakness or fault