BlackLowLtn
Miles Morales-maxxer
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I have so many shit that fucked me up in life from diagnosed autism to abuse but the thing that fucks me up the most mentally is why I got to be so fucking ugly.
I can’t stand it, holy fuck. I quite literally got the homeless pheno even if I groom myself to the absolute best. I used to look so cute as a kid and bullshit puberty fucked me over so bad, gave me the bones of an ogre and cucked my eye area, why do I even try anymore I’m fucking hideous.
I don’t at all contact old friends anymore because I dont want them to see how ogreish I became even during the past year or 2, i look so fucking old at 19 I hate myself for ever even trying and not killing myself sooner like the subhuman i am.
How tf do people cope with this shit?
I can’t stand it, holy fuck. I quite literally got the homeless pheno even if I groom myself to the absolute best. I used to look so cute as a kid and bullshit puberty fucked me over so bad, gave me the bones of an ogre and cucked my eye area, why do I even try anymore I’m fucking hideous.
I don’t at all contact old friends anymore because I dont want them to see how ogreish I became even during the past year or 2, i look so fucking old at 19 I hate myself for ever even trying and not killing myself sooner like the subhuman i am.
How tf do people cope with this shit?