Everyday I wake up thanking Gandy

[Bitchwhipper2]

For not making me subhumanly recessed.
That shit is legit so brutal.

Count your blessings my niggas

 

[Kroker]

But you live in Sweden? Chad central?

I mean don't you feel inferior when going outside colliding with ubermensch entities?

 

[Kroker]

But I agree with the notion “count your blessings” nevertheless.

 

[SamuraiCope]

I thank him for not making me curry

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

But you live in Sweden? Chad central?

I mean don't you feel inferior when going outside colliding with ubermensch entities?

I do. But at the same time I couldve been a recessed indian framecel.

And I honestly don't even notice getting mogged unless I'm actively thinking about looks.

 

[Kroker]

I do. But at the same time I couldve been a recessed indian framecel.

And I honestly don't even notice getting mogged unless I'm actively thinking about looks.

How's your OCD going on these days? Still obsessive & ruminating?

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

How's your OCD going on these days? Still obsessive & ruminating?

Yes.

Had a bad spiral just last night about my frame ngl

 

[Kroker]

Yes.

Had a bad spiral just last night about my frame ngl

Oh shit that's bad asf...

OCD + BP = Panic attacks, have you experienced any panic attack/s?

Are you stressed/anxious?

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Oh shit that's bad asf...

OCD + BP = Panic attacks, have you experienced any panic attack/s?

Are you stressed/anxious?

Idk what a panic attack constitutes. But at its worst ive literally gone entire days ruminating. Every waking moment dedicated to compulsions.

Its not like an underlying anxiety. Its more just like I have an intrusive thought which feels very real, so I have to address it or else...

Or its just me being hung up on something basicly pointless

 

[Kroker]

Idk what a panic attack constitutes. But at its worst ive literally gone entire days ruminating. Every waking moment dedicated to compulsions.

Its not like an underlying anxiety. Its more just like I have an intrusive thought which feels very real, so I have to address it or else...

Or its just me being hung up on something basicly pointless

Holy fuck I can so much relate to the last part expect lately it's turning into full blown panic attacks especially in the mornings I feel that my blood is boiling from too much cortisol and adrenaline.

My underlying Generalized anxiety disorder exacerbates it tremendously.

Have you thought to get on medication?

I'll probably hop on some SSRI cuz I can't cope no more lol

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Holy fuck I can so much relate to the last part expect lately it's turning into full blown panic attacks especially in the mornings I feel that my blood is boiling from too much cortisol and adrenaline.

My underlying Generalized anxiety disorder exacerbates it tremendously.

Do you also have OCD or just GAD?

Have you thought to get on medication?I'll probably hop on some SSRI cuz I can't cope no more lol

Thought about it, but its very livable in its current state.
ERP/CBT works very well btw

 

[Kroker]

Do you also have OCD or just GAD?

Thought about it, but its very livable in its current state.
ERP/CBT works very well btw

Yes both, but my GAD is more debilitating cuz it's causing tension headaches daily.

OCD is just mental handicap, I can deal with that shit.

If my GAD doesn't manifest itself in pure physical symptoms, I'd never chug down SSRIs of whatever.

ERP? CBT isn't accessible here.

I've thought of dosing up LSD, heck if I had DMT I'd do it too, but I'd imagine myself getting tension headache and bam the pain & discomfort might intensify with the heightened senses on LSD will be much more amplified, might kms that day.

I read online that SSRIs are evil and white coat to the cause of your trigger/s, I'm baffled, idk what to do? I just want to escape the physical symptoms of tension headache.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Yes both, but my GAD is more debilitating cuz it's causing tension headaches daily.

OCD is just mental handicap, I can deal with that shit.

If my GAD doesn't manifest itself in pure physical symptoms, I'd never chug down SSRIs of whatever.

ERP? CBT isn't accessible here.

You can do it yourself. I honestly never got any professional ocd treatment and am not even diagnosed. Im just assuming because I cant find any other explaination

I've thought of dosing up LSD, heck if I had DMT I'd do it too, but I'd imagine myself getting tension headache and bam the pain & discomfort might intensify with the heightened senses on LSD will be much more amplified, might kms that day.

Be careful with lsd or do it with someone else. I did it once and was ruminating, freaking out literally all day

I read online that SSRIs are evil and white coat to the cause of your trigger/s, I'm baffled, idk what to do? I just want to escape the physical symptoms of tension headache.

Should really try confronting your fears without doing any compulsions (erp)