Everyday I’m wondering if I’m normal

[whotthehell]

It just doesn’t feel right, is it how I’m supposed to feel? How I don’t really feel alive, why everybody else seem to care about life, emotions, and I’m just existing, I don’t wanna do anything, I feel shit at everything and worthless, I’ve lost my confidence and focus, I don’t know where I’m headed, it feels like I was 20 yesterday, in 6 months I’ll be 24, it’s fucked up how fast life goes, add to that being black pilled mtn with fomo, and it feels like you’re not living, cause you’re not good enough, you’re born this way to experience it in such manner and what can you do, watch how it goes as it’s all predetermined, watch how it unfolds, I would only be happy if my genetics did all the work for me, but I’m scared they might not and I was living in delusions that are about to slip and make me face harsh reality, that I’ve tried to avoid

 

[ey88]

You aren’t, neither am I

 

[我需要阴部]

i feel the same I cant tell if I am behind or ahead of my peers