GhostBoySwag
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Title, here to just talk about
every friend that I have has a girlfriend.
Why am I talking about this? Well, recently
my friend saw me with a packet of cigarretes (not mines, its my friend)
I explained to him it wasnt mine and it was my friends, and he said
You start becoming the people you hang out with (they all smoke, drink and vape)
and I told him, yeah although what he is saying is true, It's a stupid thing because
Before i became religious i promised my Mom i wouldnt do any of that and
its just gives me stupid health problems and an addiction.
but back to the point he said, these past 2 weeks, have i been hanging with people that litereally all
have girlfriends, really nice one. Litereally in New year I was in a room with my 3 friends and they all had a girlfriend
and i just had a teddy bear beside me pretending it was my girl
But I was sitting there looking at all of them, both of them giving kisses there and theres
Both of them cuddling, hugging and looking at eachother, thats what made me sad inside.
''The eyes chico, the eyes dont lie''
But just imaging a girl looking at you face to face, no lust or anything like that. Just with pure interest
and cheer love. A girl that you also love back, you looking at her, nothing is on your mind exept her.
Only her is the only thing you want
Now part of me wants to get a girlfriend, but yeah im not gonna get one because i get nervous around girls
that i like
gonna write what i did on day before it became 2025!!!
(NOTE: I GET LOVE FROM BOTH OF MY PARENTS AND SIBLING)
((SO NO I DID NOT GET LOVE WHEN I GREW UP))
(((ITS THE OPPOSITE)))
every friend that I have has a girlfriend.
Why am I talking about this? Well, recently
my friend saw me with a packet of cigarretes (not mines, its my friend)
I explained to him it wasnt mine and it was my friends, and he said
You start becoming the people you hang out with (they all smoke, drink and vape)
and I told him, yeah although what he is saying is true, It's a stupid thing because
Before i became religious i promised my Mom i wouldnt do any of that and
its just gives me stupid health problems and an addiction.
but back to the point he said, these past 2 weeks, have i been hanging with people that litereally all
have girlfriends, really nice one. Litereally in New year I was in a room with my 3 friends and they all had a girlfriend
and i just had a teddy bear beside me pretending it was my girl
But I was sitting there looking at all of them, both of them giving kisses there and theres
Both of them cuddling, hugging and looking at eachother, thats what made me sad inside.
''The eyes chico, the eyes dont lie''
But just imaging a girl looking at you face to face, no lust or anything like that. Just with pure interest
and cheer love. A girl that you also love back, you looking at her, nothing is on your mind exept her.
Only her is the only thing you want
Now part of me wants to get a girlfriend, but yeah im not gonna get one because i get nervous around girls
that i like
gonna write what i did on day before it became 2025!!!
(NOTE: I GET LOVE FROM BOTH OF MY PARENTS AND SIBLING)
((SO NO I DID NOT GET LOVE WHEN I GREW UP))
(((ITS THE OPPOSITE)))