Everyone at my gym is absolutely terrified of me

[Turtle]

Like every regular there, they just stare tf out of me like I'm some genuine demon, I have autism and tourettes and an unfortunate face too since I've been told that a few times, but those things alone, even combined shouldn't fucking scare and bother people THIS much, I can just tell everyone there is just extremely unnerved by my presence, people show uncomfortable body language when near me, stare at me like they're studying me whenever I do something normal like ask someone how many sets they have or vice versa

I see teenage girls there staring at me then whispering god knows what to their friends, the children in the lobby stare at me when I walk past, even the people working behind the desk stare at me like I'm some fucking thug who's stripped down naked or something, it's a fucking mess and I get it everywhere I go basically, not just the gym

I genuinely am starting to become very open to the idea that might be demonically possessed or something and I just have like this weird darkness inside me that other people can subconsciously pick up on and that's what's freaking people out so much and making them stare, like I'm starting to consider the possibility that what's causing people to seem so scared of me is something beyond my physical body, because like I said having tourettes and autism and being facially unfortunate shouldn't cause THIS much scared stares and creeped out behaviour from people, at most that would just get me stared at a little bit but these stares are so much fucking worse, anyone would think that I'm literally like elephant man tier deformed if I wore a hidden camera and recorded these stares and reactions get from people

Anyways my pics are on my profile if you're curious enough to take a look because I'm genuinely at a fucking loss and can't figure it out for myself

 

[bp_1]

Like every regular there, they just stare tf out of me like I'm some genuine demon, I have autism and tourettes and an unfortunate face too since I've been told that a few times, but those things alone, even combined shouldn't fucking scare and bother people THIS much, I can just tell everyone there is just extremely unnerved by my presence, people show uncomfortable body language when near me, stare at me like they're studying me whenever I do something normal like ask someone how many sets they have or vice versa

I see teenage girls there staring at me then whispering god knows what to their friends, the children in the lobby stare at me when I walk past, even the people working behind the desk stare at me like I'm some fucking thug who's stripped down naked or something, it's a fucking mess and I get it everywhere I go basically, not just the gym

I genuinely am starting to become very open to the idea that might be demonically possessed or something and I just have like this weird darkness inside me that other people can subconsciously pick up on and that's what's freaking people out so much and making them stare, like I'm starting to consider the possibility that what's causing people to seem so scared of me is something beyond my physical body, because like I said having tourettes and autism and being facially unfortunate shouldn't cause THIS much scared stares and creeped out behaviour from people, at most that would just get me stared at a little bit but these stares are so much fucking worse, anyone would think that I'm literally like elephant man tier deformed if I wore a hidden camera and recorded these stares and reactions get from people

Anyways my pics are on my profile if you're curious enough to take a look because I'm genuinely at a fucking loss and can't figure it out for myself

i saw your pic, you dont look bad bonestructure wise, but id say its your eye area. if your other stuff is 80% on par with normal people like personality and stuff, then its likely your eye area. you have dark undereyes likely due to collagen loss or pigmentation. try to practice opening your weak eye and dye your eyebrows darker. and maybe lip filler. ur not posessed, u just have the textbook look of the weird guy. dont worry though dude, your stuff seems fixable to a very good extent, try it out and lmk.

 

[Deleted member 44380]

ur delusional as fuck not a freak face at all but no point trying to convince a schizo

 

[Turtle]

i saw your pic, you dont look bad bonestructure wise, but id say its your eye area. if your other stuff is 80% on par with normal people like personality and stuff, then its likely your eye area. you have dark undereyes likely due to collagen loss or pigmentation. try to practice opening your weak eye and dye your eyebrows darker. and maybe lip filler. ur not posessed, u just have the textbook look of the weird guy. dont worry though dude, your stuff seems fixable to a very good extent, try it out and lmk.

Yeah I've got ptosis and blepharitis in my weak eye, it's fucked, I'm brokie too so I can't afford blepharoplasty, if I could I would get it in a heartbeat, from what I've read you can't really train your eye muscles to make it less noticeable

 

[bp_1]

Yeah I've got ptosis and blepharitis in my weak eye, it's fucked, I'm brokie too so I can't afford blepharoplasty, if I could I would get it in a heartbeat, from what I've read you can't really train your eye muscles to make it less noticeable

to an extent its possible. for example take steroids, u will get wrinkles from ur muscles hypertrophying with regular movement on ur face. if u deliberately do it even without roids, to an extent u can help it. besides i think ur overthinking, i saw more pics and u look decent.

 

[edodalic29]

You probably have a striking look + physique adds to the intimidation, mirin

Height + bones & frame make people stare bc they are all rare features, on top of having light blue eyes people stare at me all day everyday

 

[SvtvnTr14d]

Like every regular there, they just stare tf out of me like I'm some genuine demon, I have autism and tourettes and an unfortunate face too since I've been told that a few times, but those things alone, even combined shouldn't fucking scare and bother people THIS much, I can just tell everyone there is just extremely unnerved by my presence, people show uncomfortable body language when near me, stare at me like they're studying me whenever I do something normal like ask someone how many sets they have or vice versa

I see teenage girls there staring at me then whispering god knows what to their friends, the children in the lobby stare at me when I walk past, even the people working behind the desk stare at me like I'm some fucking thug who's stripped down naked or something, it's a fucking mess and I get it everywhere I go basically, not just the gym

I genuinely am starting to become very open to the idea that might be demonically possessed or something and I just have like this weird darkness inside me that other people can subconsciously pick up on and that's what's freaking people out so much and making them stare, like I'm starting to consider the possibility that what's causing people to seem so scared of me is something beyond my physical body, because like I said having tourettes and autism and being facially unfortunate shouldn't cause THIS much scared stares and creeped out behaviour from people, at most that would just get me stared at a little bit but these stares are so much fucking worse, anyone would think that I'm literally like elephant man tier deformed if I wore a hidden camera and recorded these stares and reactions get from people

Anyways my pics are on my profile if you're curious enough to take a look because I'm genuinely at a fucking loss and can't figure it out for myself

damnn it's sad to hear u have to go through all this, but tbf I don't think in this case it's abt looks at all, ur just in NT surroundings and they simply see ur different so that's why they act the way they act which is stupid ofc don't get me wrong they should mind their own buisness, but if u want to fit in then try going to specialists they'll prescribe u autism and tourettes meds and they'll fix the unnatural behavior and they'll help u loosen up, they'll simply make the symptoms less visable and make u feel more natural. Netherless wish u the best bro and hope ur situation gets better

 

[futurechadlite111]

life is cruel man, just do your thing and dont live in the pittyness. all the best bhai

 

[Turtle]

damnn it's sad to hear u have to go through all this, but tbf I don't think in this case it's abt looks at all, ur just in NT surroundings and they simply see ur different so that's why they act the way they act which is stupid ofc don't get me wrong they should mind their own buisness, but if u want to fit in then try going to specialists they'll prescribe u autism and tourettes meds and they'll fix the unnatural behavior and they'll help u loosen up, they'll simply make the symptoms less visable and make u feel more natural. Netherless wish u the best bro and hope ur situation gets better

Check my post history where my pics are posted, I'm 99% sure it's my looks but it is nice to believe that it could just be the tourettes or whatever, but even on days where my tourettes is calm and I feel confident and not so meek I still get stared at like I'm some rapist I have no fucking idea why but I'm 99% certain it's my face

If you're willing to be honest...

 

[SvtvnTr14d]

Check my post history where my pics are posted, I'm 99% sure it's my looks but it is nice to believe that it could just be the tourettes or whatever, but even on days where my tourettes is calm and I feel confident and not so meek I still get stared at like I'm some rapist I have no fucking idea why but I'm 99% certain it's my face

If you're willing to be honest...

bro I've checked the post u've got good bones and are rather avarage/above avarage looking, its definately not about the looks

 

[subhuman1996]

Why is everyone complaining abt their gyms jfl I don’t even have one in my settlement

 

[4ever]

What can I do to look more like my friend?