chudpill3d
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I never get invited to do anything, I just sit on my ass at the weekend, feeling sorry for myself. All the girls in my year say my name to get my attention and then start laughing hysterically when I turn around, like they’ve just told the funniest joke ever. They say hello to me in the corridors but I can see through their facades and tell that they’re trying to make me the butt of their jokes. Some girls in my English class even asked me to be in their group, but they were just doing it so they could have a good laugh with their friends. All of the boys in my year seem to avoid me. I thought I had one friend but he probably laughs about me behind my back. I feel like everyone I thought I had favourable relations with just keeps me around for comedy relief. I don’t even try to be funny most of the time. They all think that I’m too ND to see what they’re doing but I see right through it and they don’t say anything about it when confronted. Everyone at my school is so fucking big headed but they don’t see it: they’ve got their own cliques but they’re too busy sucking each others dicks to realise, like the sporty kids, the idiots, the rejects, the popular girls, the quiet kids, nerds etc. I got bullied when I was like 6 by some older kids and now I can’t even strike up a conversation with someone even a year older than me. I never speak with anyone outside of school either, unless it’s necessary, like a cashier or someone asking me something.